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This Isn't Living!
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Story of a good friend of mine, now lost.
dj david tansey rap consc
I'm writing/rapping the Dumpster Manifesto -- reality from a different perspective.
DJ Tansey -- Rap Entrepreneur AIM: djtansey I have been interested in Hip-Hop since 1995. My first album was Tupac Shakur's Me Against The World. I was only 11, but his music still managed to reach me. I miss rap with a message. It seems everyone is a megalomaniac. So I'm doing my own thing. Hopefully people will give a sh*t.
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Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
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David Tansey
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David Tansey
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January 27, 2004
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
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i'm totally alone all my happiness gone all the misery and pain i can't take it for long i'm now contemplating suicide a painless death take away the suffering i once felt blessed! i'm having trouble thinking clearly it's all a fuzz utter destruction all my struggle caused! i used to dream can you imagine the pain of a hopeless future no chance for a change? who can i lean on? i once felt strong i tried to be good where did i go wrong? but now i'm staying silent i know no one cares contemplating violence though no one's aware if you find out please let me be an end to all my misery finally free what lesson and i missing? my life similar to prison i beg on my knees, teach me! because this isn't living! chorus { problems surrounded me i waited for change then they defeated me my mind now deranged i stopped fighting and i stepped into prison time for my own transformation because this isn't living! } my friend gave me advice it went something like this stop moping around or watch my chance at life missed i said: look in my eyes are you surprised at what you see? two globes filled with pain loss and misery hate lays in my heart and now it's scarred hope used to sustain me now it too is marred tasted what i couldn't have my mind laid to waste a life i couldn't live my heart filled with hate your advice means nothing it won't solve my problems condemned by the stars i'll no longer pretend i've dug a hole so deep i can't hope to climb out only figured, now hopeless, what life's about if i could start again i would do it right i would live a beautiful life i just don't have the might i intend to end this no advice will stop me here i go, good bye just hope i'm happy, now free so now i'm back though i speak from tomorrow hope i might aide a life defeat a little more sorrow i wish i had lived now that i know the truth it's hard to see it while you live never seems to be proof i've learned from my mistakes i hope they help you just try to listen because i know they're true i let the world consume me the small problems seemed infinite just changed how i thought and it all made sense we each have our mission our part in life's art either find it or watch the tapestry torn apart it's not a god that condemns you you condemn yourself can't depend on the world have to provide your own help i know how i felt totally hopeless hating the world thinking how could i miss this? please keep your eyes open for people like me about to end their lives with it their chance to be free! chorus { problems surrounded me i waited for change then they defeated me my mind now deranged i stopped fighting and i stepped into prison time for my transformation because this isn't living! }
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