My second song that's been produced by KarmaTheGXD, a single for the album.
I make music to make a difference. Native American and Austria musician
I'm Gavin Parished, I've spent most of my life on a Native American reservation in the upper peninsula of Michigan. I started my internet career on YouTube doing variety content, wanting to switch up and properly release music in late 2017. But I've been making music since 2016, I've worked with a few music softwares like Soundtrap, Bandlab and FL Studio to make produce and mix. Music has been a big part of my life for a while now so I love making it and making new friends through that. As of recently collaboration has been my favorite so other artists have been a bigger part of my career than they were before. I've moved from alternative music to a more traditional underground hiphop sound mixed with other popular genres such as boom bap, lofi and trap or acoustic and DnB outside of hiphop.
Story behind the song
This beat was a gift from KarmaTheGXD so in a couple days I wrote it, recorded it and he mixed it then it dropped. Not much more to say.
Lyrics
[Hook]
Kicking all the rocks, I've been going through a lot
Keep myself quiet, I think that I gotta stop
Stop all the drinking and stop all the thinking
It's all too much, I ain't even happy living
Kicking all the rocks, I've been going through a lot
Keep myself quiet, I think that I gotta stop
Stop all the drinking and stop all the thinking
It's all too much, I ain't even happy living
[Verse 1]
Look in the mirror, thinking "where did he go?"
Talking bout the kid who ain't ever felt low
Talking bout the kid with the love for his life
Thinking back now, that kid also had it nice
Sometimes I feel like I ain't got shit
Most times I'm wrong, I just ain't seeing it
Through the emotions and through all the rage
We all got a lot, we just on the wrong page
[Hook]
Kicking all the rocks, I've been going through a lot
Keep myself quiet, I think that I gotta stop
Stop all the drinking and stop all the thinking
It's all too much, I ain't even happy living
Kicking all the rocks, I've been going through a lot
Keep myself quiet, I think that I gotta stop
Stop all the drinking and stop all the thinking
It's all too much, I ain't even happy living
[Verse 2]
Thinking bout some shit some old homies said
Lookin back now, man, our spirit feel dead
It's crazy what a couple years can do to a man
Only 17 but homie I done made plans
They ain't all work, but I ain't mad
I just try to stay grateful that my life standing
I ain't dead yet, so I'mma have a good landing
You can't tell me different, I'mma live my life gladly
Living just so I can make some GOAT shit
That "look back in 20 years with some hope" shit
Talking to my girl, thinkin about having a kid
Tryna let them have the shit that I never did
It's crazy to think what coulda really happened
If I had my mom and dad and never started rapping
That's another story tho, it ain't my reality
Gonna write my own, I'm tryna look back proudly
[Hook]
Kicking all the rocks, I've been going through a lot
Keep myself quiet, I think that I gotta stop
Stop all the drinking and stop all the thinking
It's all too much, I ain't even happy living
Kicking all the rocks, I've been going through a lot
Keep myself quiet, I think that I gotta stop
Stop all the drinking and stop all the thinking
It's all too much, I ain't even happy living
