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i hate me, and you should too

GAVIN PARISHED

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The first hip-hop song I have still up. A dark song inspired by XXXTENTACION and his songs I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore and WingRiddenAngel. I was having a hard time and made this in a couple hours one evening.
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I make music to make a difference. Native American and Austria musician
I'm Gavin Parished, I've spent most of my life on a Native American reservation in the upper peninsula of Michigan. I started my internet career on YouTube doing variety content, wanting to switch up and properly release music in late 2017. But I've been making music since 2016, I've worked with a few music softwares like Soundtrap, Bandlab and FL Studio to make produce and mix. Music has been a big part of my life for a while now so I love making it and making new friends through that. As of recently collaboration has been my favorite so other artists have been a bigger part of my career than they were before. I've moved from alternative music to a more traditional underground hiphop sound mixed with other popular genres such as boom bap, lofi and trap or acoustic and DnB outside of hiphop.
Song Info
Genre
Beats • Beats General
Charts
Peak #182
Peak in subgenre #17
Author
Gavin Burtscher
Rights
GAVIN PARISHED
Uploaded
December 21, 2019
Track Files
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MP3 2.7 MB • 128 kbps • 2:54 minutes
Story behind the song
A track I made when I was going through a rough time, that's why the bass is so dark and heavy and the effects on the voice are so strong, it still symbolizes the time pretty well.
Lyrics
[Hook] I hate me, and you should too I'm trapped as me, I don't know what to do I just wanna give up This shit's just too tough I control my own death And soon I'll be in bed [Verse] I can't breathe I'm trapped as myself I hate me I'd rather be somebody else I see too many problems within me It's easy, a problem is what I be I'm sick of me All this hair, that I pull out Worried, but I don't even know what about These small eyes All they do is cry I hate They keep me blind Can't see what's inside It's fate Cut them out, and throw them away I don't need to see this hellish planet anyway Why do I feel like shit everyday? The pain won't leave for a single day I just can't fucking love myself I fell anxious all the time Don't even have a reason why Just need to cry Sit alone and die Don't wanna be in this world But I'm trapped like a bird in a cage I want attention, but need my space Can you see the pain in my face? You shouldn't have even looked in the first place Just let me die Clear the tears from my eyes They have me blind I can't see but I fly Soon enough, it'll be my final goodbye [Hook] I hate me, and you should too I'm trapped as me, I don't know what to do I just wanna give up This shit's just too tough I control my own death And soon I'll be in bed
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