Lyrics
Written by Brady J Loree
Nov 29 / 2010
Verse 1
i write a letter to myself,
to remind myself,
sometimes life is hell,
but i've bettered myself,
myself, with no help,
its my cell, with no out,
its my life, with no doubt,
so thats why i work it out
i'll be me forever,
so i'm better off to better,
The clever me instead the
the shred of me i steadily,
get to be over time,
when mentally overdrives,
the only gear my shift'l find,
sh** divine intervention,
couldnt settle me
I'm my own worst enemey,
every time i find levity,
i feel worse instantly
It gets to me, yes it does,
my sense of me's messed-
right-up wheres the destiny,
security, faith and love
purity is made right up,
but i don't really give a f*** ,
sincerity is close enough,
so that is what i focus on,
chin up cause i know im strong,
fit in where ya don't belong,
and better yourself,
just hold on cause it wont be long,
Verse 2:
I write a letter to myself,
to remind myself,
that knowledge is wealth,
i'm a mother f*** ing scholar,
from the college of hell,
an alcoholic that fell,
but before i reached the bottom
I reached and caught myself
and ive not soon forgotten,
how rotten it felt,
its just not an option,
so ive cautioned my crazy,
toned it down a notch,
and i'm cautiously wading,
through animosity, constanly,
watching and evading,
thoughts possibly breaking,
the promise i made the day,
i put the bottle away,
when i felt like breaking
i just wish that i'd given,
when i felt like taking,
im escaping this prison,
that i felt like making,
said id do good and did,
after a whole lot of waiting
man its so crazy,
what you do when your drinking,
a whole lot of insane,
not a whole lot of thinking,
I better myself on the page
i put a whole lot of ink in.
