Lyrics
So this is it huh? aight, my goodbye.
Goodbye, what more can i say? i tried..
Im mortifed for times i couldn't provide
Perhaps un-wise, but why continue to try
if i turn my insides, outside in..
you were my greatest sin, brown eyed thin
How'd i win with a doubt like this
I just didn't wanna go out like this
but shit, i went through everything with you, family divorces, Remorses recorded and
supported your sport courses
What vicarious embarrassment not
only clings to me but is still tearin me down..
I'd give you your movie kiss, even
if it was on a merry go round..
But now, all thats left of me is tendencies or remembering what you meant to me..
What we've been between, a ring on my TV,
box of pictures n' empty memories..
Loved you affectionatly, together we'd
give compliments, you said i was your
perfect gift.. a Perfect wish but who
can i be perfect with..
i dont even know what my own purpose is.
N'i cant even begin to scratch the surfaces
the perfomance of torment,
more meant, im dormat..
Now you can be all for it. no calls
no movies no escortment,
no love no sense of living
life of senseless importance..
Asking myself over and over Askin myself
over n’ over.. but it Was worth my time, was it worth it to work it in
I’m not a confident person, n’
you were the only thing I was sure of..
Now im not sure of shit
You wanted black things gray,
I made em white, wanted the wrong to improve,
and I made em right
Wanted to be in the rain, I kissed u there..
n when u wanted a song,
so I gave u that in a room
dimmed under faint candlelight
Kissed you before your flights, eyes concentrated on your plane, life is a wait
I know you had your own approach of
things that I did, n’ stupid decisions
I made, but that’s the sacrifices we make
But somewhere down the line.. the
ambitious expressions on your face
re-arranged n’ changed n’ the line was erased..
N’ there are too many memories time
cant re-place away but Your name,
Never leaving my memory bank will stay, forever hidden in its place
What more in this time? We’ve been down
the toughest paths n’ the tightest lines
The lightest nights.. n you may be the
one who got away, but your only an
arms’ length away from mine
Your presence lingers on my house, my clothes, my city, my flows n’ when you was with me,
I’d know
Confidence in those, love, prose, loneliness, although that was the decision you chose
So, we take a stand with my heart in the
palm of your hand, that’s my position
I’m too predictable, fixable but my decision
is livin love un-conditional but that’s
not my condition
I wish it was, I wish it was you n’ us,
now they just days, endless hours of un-civilized praise
So where’s the plans we had, the life
we’ll never make,
Where’s the imaged portrait we portrayed
Amazed, but I cant pretend anymore, February 8th, 04.. When Memories Fade..
