I Write produce etc etc :) love it
I also like making hard songs to sing.. :D
Story behind the song
When i was a child many things happened and this song is basicly a true life story about my life.
Lyrics
Ever since I was a child
saw many things that made me cry
everyone used me, wanted to abuse me
couldn't find a person who was genuine to me
couldn't sleep
every time they were arguing, chucking things down the stairs, burning all my fathers things
silly thing, is that i didn't wanna do the same,
hurt ma mommas feelings, and not to give her any pain.
its not the same. when your the one whose doin' the same
upsetting her deep inside, all she wants to do is cry
and its cos of me that she wants to die inside.
i cant see, that inevitably, im gonna lose everything indefinitely.
I know there's gotta be a change I know this cant stay the same. All I wanna do is stop all of the pain.
Chorus
I cant help it.
cant beat it.
memories just sit inside my mind
i cant forget it
cant erase it
but im only trying to be me.
now, it comes to ma friends.
its all cos of them.
that im here the way i am.
but sometimes
i think to myself really really do i need professional help
due to the fact that i cant help myself being such a clumsy git and breaking there cups and shelf's.
Chorus.
Now. its back to ma friends.
i just want to you know..
that im here for you always and even if you get into trouble with the pigs or the Mafia the whole fiasco
break up wit ya boyfriend girlfriend so and so
im always here just so that you know.
That you KNOW! that you KNOW!
