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Peak #268
Peak in subgenre #154
Author
e.j.a.y. & j moten
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e.j.a.y. & j moten
Uploaded
April 17, 2010
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MP3 4.2 MB • 128 kbps • 4:38
Lyrics
I think about things that drive me out my brain/ the things I think about drive a normal person insane/ I think I'm fraid of change because its not easy/ I think they'll be a time where they won't even go and need me// or even think about me am I so replaceable/ most people in my situation still woluldn't be stable/ or even able to maintain a level plane/ of existance to distance myself away// from the chaos tryna escape from the wasteland/ but everytime I walk away I turn back again/ because there's something there that always seem to gravitate/ myself in the things I love are the things I hate// striving for greatness but as I rise my friends lessen/ sometimes I hate this but all in all it is a lesson/ tryin to make this so until I die I count my blessings/ make my decision and I wil never go second guess it// cuz when that happens that is the beginning of my downfall/ I'm tryna make a change not just not a couple points like ball/ but like in ball I gotta practice til I make em all/ lookin for records naw I just wanna break em all// still standin tall even after all my transgressions/ I made a video and it was titled my confession/ I realized doin somethin stopping my progression/ came to the conclusion I had to go and stop messin//
Messin around gettin drunk for 4 weeks/ had times when I blacked out and the street was where I sleep/ I know its not a good look so you don't gotta repeat/ the things I already know now I'm back on my feet// and the reason why I did it cuz I'm not ashamed of me/ use me as an example of what not to go and just be/ so when there's somethin similar you can go and release/ get that monkey off ya back and act like you can see// and walk away like I shouldve done a month ago/ got me feelin like 3000 thinking bout the love below/ there seems to be frienemies everywhere that I go/ to dilute my clear thinkin they blind me to what I know// and I think I need to focus/ and shed my past like the skin sheddin from a locus/ I think in life true love is the potion/ thats my dilemma cuz I fail to show emotion//
and I always seem outta place/ and I never had a place to call my space/ and now that I gotta bunch of fans on myspace/ people think they know me cuz they see my face// yesterday I was in a situation/ it made me realize the things the things I used to stay facin/ is not the same as it used to be I think I'm chasin/ a false reality because they found a replacement// and it saw it with my own eyes/ and so my assumptions were true they materialized/ but a good thing I still mattered to my little guys/ so half my thoughts were true the other half turned to be lies// and that's all that's really seems to matter/ and yes I realize that I'm gonna have to change my pattern/ change my data change my data shake up break up wake up/ I'm like a super model consistently change my make up//
I think that's the gemini in me cannot deny its just with me/ half of me's forgettable the other half you can't forget me/ for years I been sayin I'm. A whole individual/ that's not further from the truth I am just a residual// as I write this my blood is risin to the top/ I promised I wouldn't curse in this verse I need to stop/ let's change the topic change the subject change the thinkin/ before I backslide like I fell down in the rink and// I'm so upset cuz I'm hurtin now/ couldn't change the topic but I'm so certain now/ I wanted to write a letter and get my feelings out/ but f*** that to the grave is where I lay this down// and I broke another promise/ I tried not to swear but I had to be honest/ to my emotions so historical like pocahontas/ gotta elevate myself to help me get beyond it//
I think about things that drive me out my brain/ the things I think about drive a normal person insane/ I think I'm fraid of change because its not easy/ I think they'll be a time where they won't even go and need me// or even think about me am I so replaceable/ most people in my situation still woluldn't be stable/ or even ab
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