In 3 minutes you will self destruct.
Brooklyn hip-hop. Real music. No gimmicks.
My music is just raw hip hop from the heart. I'm still stuck in the early to mid 90's era. That's the type of music I do. What you hear is what you get. I don't spend mad hours on one song. I lay it down on one take, one time. That's it.
Story behind the song
The motivation behind this song is to let people know that if you planning to get into the game thinking everything is as glamorous as you see it on TV, then you need a serious wake up call.
Lyrics
(HooK)
I want, I want to self-destruct.
I need, I need to self-destruct.
I have, I have to self-destruct.
I’m going, I’m going to self-destruct. (2x)
Verse 1
It’s most, it’s most unfortunate/My demise comes from my indulgences/Here try this, try this take a sip/Take a sniff, who says that you can’t mix/
Narcotics, Liks, orgies & lust/Forgot it’s not healthy to trust/My habits, habits spell out doom/
So much time inside this hotel room/To you it seems I got it all/I do, so why I feel so poor/
Groupies, clothes, cars & jewelry/Food, but it’s the booze that’s fueling me/I drink to flood the stress away/Runs in the blood, I know there’s hell to pay/Once this life is over with/I hate to think no one ever noticed it.
(HooK) (2x)
Verse 2
I’m in trouble now look who I’m hanging with/Take my stress away see how you handle it/Go ahead feel free walk in my shoes/You have nothing to gain everything to lose/I’m living dangerous driving at high speed/I’ll take the risk, the breathalyzer reads/My system has more drinks than it’s allowed/I’ll break the law & not show up to trial/I’ve crossed the line, no one can save me now/I won’t change till the day they lay me down/
All hope is gone but I don’t feel the lost/I’ll be all right I’ll keep my fingers crossed/
(HooK) (2x)
Verse 3
I look at my accomplishments/Did I meet the expectations & promises/I’m my own enemy, no accomplices/So destructive can someone bind my wrist/I feel, like me life’s been curse/& I’m doing everything to make it worse/Blood, sweat & tears equals defeat/I got this far I think it’s time to leap/Looking back I feel I left behind/
Better years hoping that I would find/All the answers the reason for asking why/Part of my soul feels so unsatisfied.
(HooK) (2x)
Self Destruction
You’re headed for Self Destruction. (2x)
