basically its ab0ut mah life..and ive changed mah name c0z mah 0ther name is to0 0ld t0 use..haha..anywaysz jusz listen t0 the s0ng and p0p up da lyrics s0 y0u can f0ll0w it..n0t fully editted and s0unds a lil bit funny..thanks f0r listenin..h0lla!!
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Lyrics
BLo0dstar's Life
I never been used to having pe0ple ar0und
I br0ught myself up and sto0d my 0wn gr0und
0nly thing dat kept me g0in was mah 0ther family
And gr0win up with n0 parents wasnt easy f0r me
But dat didnt b0ther me s0 I had t0 carry 0n
I t0ld myself am a s0ldier and dats w0t made me str0ng
But ive always had d0ubts wether i wanna give up
When i fell and hurt myself, no1 was there t0 pick me up
And i used t0 remember, da times i was bad
When all i needed was a hug, but where da fuk was mum and dad
And theres never been a nyt, i didnt say mah prays clear
Wishin dat mum and dad was with me ryt here
So there i was all al0ne, in a w0rld 0f mah 0wn
Mum and dad came a saw h0w little b0y has gr0wn
B0th 0f them was c0nfused c0z 0f mah kn0wledge t0 survive
I said its c0z 0f h0pe and visi0ns 0f b0th 0f y0u by mah side.
verse 2
9 years in fili then i g0t taken away
i still have blurred visi0ns 0f w0t used t0 be everyday
but everything has changed, im in a different place
came t0 meet different pe0ple with different race
then i g0t used t0 having mum and dad with me
at least n0w i can say, dat i've g0t a family
but i still reminis when i was bk at h0me
i t0ld myself t0 keep mah head up c0z all the pain is g0ne
instead of having a gud life, mah life came t0 be in hell
mum said it w0uld be gud, m0re like a h0rr0r st0ry t0 tell
arguements and fights, a day w0uld never pass by
i w0uld be stuck in mah ro0m, findin ways h0w i c0uld die
a 9 year 0ld b0y, dat c0uldnt take it anym0re
i used t0 0pen mah d0or, and find mum cryin 0n da flo0r
she w0uld have a black eye, dad w0uld hit her s0 fast
i guess this is mah new life, and philippines is da past
verse 3
i try t0 find ways, dat i c0uld get bk h0me
but i t0ld mahself n0, i can survive 0n mah 0wn
ive d0ne dat with all mah life, s0 why cnt i d0 it n0w
am s0 f*** in sick and tired 0f pe0ple bringin me d0wn
i ran away fr0m mah pr0blems c0z i wana be free
to0k s0 many drugs t0 take me 0ut mah misery
but it didnt, it jusz made things w0rse
then i finally gathered dat ive been livin in a curse
s0metimes i wanna die but its n0t mah call
and if i c0uld, i'd be fam0us and sell da devil mah s0ul
if dat c0uld happen t0 me then dats pr0blem s0lved
c0z "guns, drugs and crime" is where mah life rev0lves
but i'd still luk at the sky, and ask g0d f0r s0me help
c0z all i need in this life, is g0d's guidance and myself
BLo0dstar is mah name, i never planned t0 be a G
Jusz incase i pass away i h0pe the w0rld remembers me
