This songs dedicated to the one im dedicated too. hah
Mc Saint, a young rapper at the age of 14, who has a great amount of passion for music. Despite what others say, he still strives to achieve his goal of making it in the music industry. Even though he may not be your Number 1, Hit rapper, he still makes music, ignoring that fact. He was born in Ottawa, Ontario, with his heart at Cambodia. Hopefully one day people understand his passion and appreciate his music.
Story behind the song
This song is for my girl, and im sorry for all the times i caused you pain. I just want you to know im willing to change to be a better man for you because you deserve the best there is. The talk at the beginning is made up on the spot because i felt it had more meaning to it, then if i wrote out what i was going to say. soooo hah this for u babe :)
Lyrics
i know i said it before, and imma say it again, im sorry
for all the tiems taht i fucked up badly
we aint steady, matter fact i be jus shaking it heavy
and here you were standing, waiting, thinking that we were just ready
then i just blew it, i knew it, thought that i was bout to lose it
this was somethign that i never really watned to go through with
you said it was okay, didn't recgonize your pain
til the next day, you were putting up with my complaints
and i promise you will never have to go through that again
and i know it seems impossible, but imma do impossible
cuz babe just for you, imma make sure that its possible
tryna change myself, but cant change it in day
tryna find our light but i just gotta find my way
baby girl give me time, then i swear i could make change
never meant to be awkward, but sometimes imma bit strange
and i never intended for you to witness just any pain...i sorry
see i never meant to be like the others, i mean ur ex’s
the ones you had trouble tryna connect with
see you said that i was something else, thought we had just something now
see i let our hopes just rise, then i let it fall back down
shattered into pieces, im tryna fit the puzzle
cuz i noe if we could work it out, we could overcome this struggle
actually it should be i, cuz im the one who fucked it up
im the one who broke us up, im the one who messed it up
acting like the opposite of what you wanted me to be
sitting, reminiscing, now this shit is actually killing me
so babe let me change myself, so i could be ur Hercules
said i’ll be the one for you, but u were just the one for me
now im saying sorry, with my head down in defeat
but anyone could act like that, so i’ll be up just on my feet
tryna make a change, cause i know you want some change from me
and i didn’t mean to cause you pain, so babe im just sorry see
