Its slowly grown since I was a kid
Needed to be alone so its how I hid
But lately its only been a lonesome hell
I thought for sure by now I'd have broken my shell
I don't what to say
Been living a lie my whole life
I don't know another way
Completely insecure I've no self esteem
Drop my fascade, I'm sick of pretending
Another night that I'll be by myself
Things are getting so bad I think I need help
I don't know what to say
Detached from the outside world
I don't know another way
I don't what to say
Been living a lie my whole life
I don't know another way
I don't know what to say
Detached from the outside world
I don't know another way
I try to reinvent myself but always retreat
Sometimes I feel so alone I force myself to sleep
I have no excuse or anyone to blame but myself
Daydream my life away within my shell
I don't what to say
Been living a lie my whole life
I don't know another way
I don't know what to say
Detached from the outside world
I don't know another way
