Lyrics
The truth
The Truth behind my raps
is that I wrote most of my songs with a baby in my lap,
dada wanna play?(alano)
not right now baes
Recordered most of these songs when he was taken a nap,
This is the reality of my raps,
My rhymes my times my lines,
Uh
All he wants is to play cars,
But Im too busy writing these bars,
Like its some kinda solution,
Im just trying to make some kinda evolution,
Doing everything I can to make it for him,
Thinking like,
What kinda places could he see,
kinda place could he be,
If I could get signed,
I wanna succeed not just for me,
But so he can everything he could ever need,
Ever want,
Damn, is this life really fair,
How some can have nothing and others millionaires
Livin life without a care,
Im lookin in the mirror for answers
but all I get back
is just blank stares
my wife supported me with everything ive done,
but Im sad to be the one to say
that this was all a mistake,
maybe I was too late,
or never had what it takes,
truth is Ive never been fake,
im just sorry if you think this has all been a waste,
cause maybe it has,
im just the last to admit it,
I thought maybe I could prove myself,
Maybe all I did was lose myself,
Thinking I could be something bigger,
And now Im just startin to see the bigger picture,
I know youll say Im wrong,
But Im afraid Im right,
Sometimes I feel like ive never done anything right,
Sometimes I feel disappointed by what Ive accomplished in life,
all I wanted to do was to make you proud,
and maybe I never said it out loud,
but I feel like all ive ever done is let you down,
and I know how this sounds
but its just how I feel,
and im only bein real,
Im not depressed not even stressed,
Happy with my family and life yes,
Just not with what ive accomplished I guess,
Wonderin if life is really just a test,
Wonderin if theres a next,
If not, then I need to do my best,
With what I have,
Damn, im not even my mad,
More so sad,
All I ever wanted to do was to give you both a life you never had,
The one we dream of,
The one we talk about,
You know,
We say it all the time,
The thoughts in our mind,
What itd be like,
To spent a couple hundred grand,
Live on beaches full of white sand,
Have everything we want or demand,
Not have to worry about makin plans,
Savin up what we call a lot a money
Just a couple grand damn,
I don’t understand,
This is complicated for me as a man,
When all I wanna do is give the world to you,
I gotta find another way,
Maybe Ill find the answer one of these days!
