Verse 1 Obnoxious:
I've made regrettable choices
I can hear it in incessant unforgettable voices
That are dreadful annoyances as well as credible sources
For remorse as is heavily evident in my poor performance
On the course to success in accordance
With the sets of morals I've registered for it
I end up in corners, pressured and tortured
To pen something morbid whenever I'm bored
Or depressed, which is more or less constant
When it seems like the best option is to inject toxins
Black tar through the track marks
On my scarred and scratched arms...
I need to get off this grotesque nonsense, I'm not okay
I can right my wrongs or I can write my songs, there's no gray
And I hate to pick it, but I make the decision
To fake an image for entertainment and I'm sick of it
Verse 2 half and half, Mindgame and then Obnoxious:
nothing seems as it is they say ignorance is bliss
which takes me to a spot i don't wanna live with
and if I can grasp that maybe I can dodge its backdraft
and have a happy backlash
i have no compassion or soul reaction
so I'll show you a real unnatural disastor
I try to hear God speak to give me the wisdom that I seek
But I keep fallin victim to deceitful tricks
So I'm egotistically restricted
To spit more evil shit
Instead of be persistent
Listen and reach an agreement with him
Receive a receitt what I get and reap the difference
But I can't defeat this deep-seeded wish
To follow the path of least existence
Verse 3 Mindgame:
blow you out of the water then drowned you face down in the sound of sorrow
clouds drain partial drip from the wings of angels who brave tomorrow
I can plead the 5th and leave defensive, lie and from what I can see
I'm drenched,
i got watery eyes and my attempts at ammends dont seem to even qualify
i try to be lost in pride
with gods intent emulsifed cuz oil and water wont mix im so pissed
i'm known listed as a soul so twisted fixed on persistance
with a closed fisted addiction noone can deal with
sign my name on the dotten line and commit to this vein concensess
