This is a song about how out you can get - where fatalism and nihilism melts together and nothing matters any longer. The feeling that nothing can change and the demons saying: this is your fate!
DESTINY?
Descending from the stars
An ever-loving notion
Angel pure as art
A breathtaking devotion
Gazing at the sun
I fell into the ocean
Life had just begun
Despite the path Ive chosen
The darker the day
The deeper is the night
Alone I turn to clay
Salvation seems so right
I am but a leaf
Floating on the ocean
Built on disbelief
A heart bleeding emotion
Crawl inside my head
And join the isolation
True failure lies ahead
Now worship the damnation
I am a victim of this night
I cannot flee, cannot fight
I cannot save me from myself
I have no strength to risk my health
I am now sure, I cant be loved
I found no cure from god above
I know I am now left alone
Inside this shell made from stone
Locked in this dimension
Misconceiving immolation
Self-controlled condemnation
I am not to be free
Trapped far beyond redemption
Impaled by lamentation
Spiritual decapitation
It must be my destiny
