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no more love no more smiles it's so vile
you're the 1 who made it you're increasing my hatred
no more trust no more care it isn't there
this is what you created you're increasing my hatred
I cogitate & meditate try to think straight
but all I feel is hatred at a small thought of your name
even if I wanted, it won't slightly change
it's all a massive putrid vile lake, of pure hate
my world is palace full of realness & malice
I know you think I'm knocked off balance
you couldn't understand you avoid me like a coward
I wasted patience on you for countless hours
when I think of you I feel sick in many ways
I need to get rid of you I felt this sh** too many days
I truly feel my bitterness for you as a disease
you treated me like your dog I can't scratch you like a flea
my heart bleeds I'm dead I walk around like I'm alive
having arguments with morality over suicide
my sick wishes for you are what I deeply fantasize
blame yourself for it because of you daily it's aggrandized
for all my pain of your lies I hope it kills you inside
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your deception & betrayal have made me frigid & stale
I didn't choose to be poisonous but now it's unveiled
now I love reminiscing of when I caused your tears
I laugh at the memories of what I used to hold dear
you murdered my love & my patience & built hatred now I'm so complacent having the mind of a sadist
the greatest wish I have for you is die slow like me
& feel the shroud of desertion as it smothers your screams
I want you to struggle & feel the need just like me
knowing I'm not there to even care if you breathe
when I look at your photograph I clench my teeth
drops of hatred added when I hear you speak
I wanna rape all your joy & leave you naked & broke
I wanna slit your hopes dry & have the blood make ya choke
all the love I had is ashes that blew away in the wind
all the hate & darkness I have now is serene within
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!!"
