Backed against the wall. This corner is all I have for solace and understanding. No step to take. Nothing to grasp onto. My mind is wilting away. My hands are sick of grabbing air. I'm screaming but they don't hear me. I play it off. I play it off so fucking well. My defense is up. I need to breathe. Right now. Right now. My defense is up. I need to breathe. The time is right now. My defense is up. I need to breathe right now. The time is now. Right now!