Slow downbeat song about giving up on love but still wishing someone would come and save him from who he's become.
SorExistence is a combination of Acoustic Rock, Emo, and Pop Rock. It all depends on the song. This Band reaches out to all the lonely and heart broken people
SorExistence is a One-Man-Band! The musician is Michael Moellers, currently a Kirkwood Community College student working towards a film degree and during his free time he spends it on his computer creating music, writing poetry, filming music videos, and much much more. He uses the computer generated drums to to give the music it's heart beat, while his electric guitar gives life to the tone and his unique vocals completes the deep emotional feelings that can't help but pick the lock to a person's heart. The words of each song are the most important to Michael. Most songs may seem like they mean what they say, but it's actually the underlining meaning that you have to find in order to truly understand the meaning to the songs. Every song he's ever made relates to him in some way shape or form. Like the song "My New World" from the new album "The Life Cycle of a Lonely Citizen" is about him when he was 10 and moved to a new state where he was forced to leave behind all his friends and start a new life. The main genre is rock but at times it's hard to tell the specific sub genre.
Story behind the song
This is the seventh stage of the Life Cycle of a Lonely Citizen, also known as the giving up stage in which the lonely citizen reaches a point after so many break ups of the false loves that they lose faith in love and give up on finding their true love. The lonely citizen goes back to the fame stage where popularity is once again their main focus, but always in the back of their mind they still wish they could find their true love. But with so much doubt there's no point for them to search for it themselves. This stage could last forever, it just depends on how soon their true love finds them.
Lyrics
Now I'm left all alone,
With no one to follow,
'cause all of my heros,
Have left my dead and hollow.
The last of my breath,
Was wasted on a failure,
She gave up on us,
Left me to bite the dust.
I know this love I use to feed,
Is no longer next to me,
But I need someone to help me move on,
To leave behind who I've become.
I will always try to be,
Everything she will never be,
But only she could see,
That I would never succeed.
Things just get worse,
With the harder I try,
If you don't believe me,
Then take a look at my life.
Leave me alone you thugs,
I don't need your drugs,
Because they won't help me out,
When I'm as low as I am now.
I know this love I use to feed,
Is no longer next to me,
But I need someone to help me move on,
To leave behind who I've become.
Now I've become less than what I am,
I'm less than a man,
I'm just a boy,
Playing with his broken toys.
Complicated thoughts clog my mind,
I swore this would be the last time,
But if you want to give me a try,
Then first read my final warning sign.
"If you only want to stay for a day,
Than stay the hell away,
'cause I can't take the pain
of wondering if you'll ever come around to stay."
I know this love I use to feed,
Is no longer next to me,
But I need someone to help me move on,
To leave behind who I've become.
I know this love I use to feed,
Is no longer next to me,
But I need someone to help me move on,
To leave behind who I've become.
