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What Am I 'sposed To Do?
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Donna Dutchess Songwriter Biography Stricken with spinal meningitis at the age of 18 months, Donna lost 60% of her hearing. Regardless, music has always been special in her life, remembering “composing” symphonies in her head as early as 5 years old. Being a child of the 60’s, the biggest influence in Donna’s life musically was the Beatles, couple with a strong exposure to the classics. Being unbearably shy and self-conscious due to her disability, Donna’s entire world exploded at the age of 13 when she started playing the guitar and writing music. Determined to set an example for other people with disabilities, she put together several bands over the next 30 years, acquiring local success with Buffalos’ first all female country band, touring all over Western New York and Pennsylvania. Besides being the leader of the band, Donna played the guitar, banjo and wrote all the bands original music. Due to the success of her last band “Sweet Phantasy” Donna was featured in a half hour television special focusing on her ability to perform and write music, despite her hearing loss. Now with her performing days behind her, Donna is concentrating all her creative abilities on perfecting her craft of songwriting. Having written 100’s of songs over the years, she is writing new and re-writing some old, having them produced and recorded in Nashville for that pure country sound. Tapping in to the wisdom that comes with experience, her music now has taken on a new life, and richness of its own. “Now, I tell it like it is because I’ve been there, done that, and have a lot to say”.
Song Info
Charts
#9,136 today Peak #167
#2,090 in subgenre Peak #46
Author
Donna Dutchess
Rights
2006
Uploaded
September 16, 2008
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MP3 3.9 MB 128 kbps 4:13
Story behind the song
I wanted to share with all of you the story behind the song I just downloaded "What Am I 'sposed To Do?" This song was sung by me with my band "Sweet Phantasy" in the late 80's. This is a live recording and the song is now in the process of being produced in Nashville. I decided to download the original version for now just to see what the response to the song is. Up until a week ago, I had not heard or seen this recording since it was originally done in the late 80's. In 1988 my 16 year old daughter Tammy was killed in a drunk driving related car accident. In honor of her memory, my brother in law Chick spent 3 months after her death remixing this song and calling it "Tammy's Song". At the time, I guess it was theraputic for him to do this. A couple of weeks ago, someone said to me, "Donna, why haven't you done anything with that song?" My response was "I haven't heard or seen that recording in over 20 years!" So I tore my house apart looking for the tape and couldn't find it. I knew if anyone in the universe had a copy of that song, it would be my brother in law Chick. I called Chick who lives 2000 miles away and he spent the whole next day digging through his storage unit (in Las Vegas=112 degree temp.) until he found the tape. Thank God that some people are packrats! So why now, after all these years has this song surfaced again? I don't know. I do know that timing is everything, and maybe the time is now for that song. I dedicate it to the memory of my daughterTammy Ann Dutchess. Let me know what you think.
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WHAT AM I ‘SPOSED TO DO? Words and music by Donna Dutchess There are times, when I miss you so much That I find myself losing touch with my sanity. There are times, when I find myself Lost in the memories of how we used to be. Cause time won’t erase the memories Time won’t erase the feelings Time won’t erase the love I had for you. What do I do? What am I ‘sposed to do with this love? What do I do? What am I ‘sposed to do with this love? There are times when its hard to realize That I’ll never be alone again with you. There are times when I try to analyze What went wrong between me and you. Cause time won’t erase the memories Time won’t erase the feelings Time won’t erase the love I had for you. What do I do? What am I ‘sposed to do with this love? What do I do? What am I ‘sposed to do with this love? [Bridge] When you fall down your ‘sposed to get up Show the world you’re ready to go on Let time erase the memories and the pain. What do I do? What am I ‘sposed to do with this love? What do I do? What am I ‘sposed to do with this love?
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