I don't want anyone to see me
I just want to be all alone
sit at home in front of the TV
with a bottle of red wine and an unplugged phone
I know it sounds pathetic but I guess that's what I am
sometimes I even cry myself to sleep and then when I wake up I cry again
I don't need another sequel
where eveything moves in the same slow pace
and growing older always equals
losing friends in different ways
please tell me if this is all and just what I am living for
if this is it and then you pass away, please let me die today
but it wouldn't be a surprise
if death was followed by another life
if that's the case please tell me now how the hell do I get out?