Free download
Song Info
Genre
Charts
#1,297 in subgenre
Peak #10
Charts
Peak #482
Author
Martial Law
Rights
Sincere
Uploaded
April 21, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.6 MB • 128 kbps • 3:55
Story behind the song
I wanted to do something differen Than a R&B/Hip Hop Genre..But still come original..So this is the outcome
Lyrics
Now she been Speakin from her Heart for some time,
she lookin for a love somethin that She'll Never Find,
She's starin at the Rain other side of the window,
but all she feel is Pain up inside its a Bitter Joke,
I watch her Close hold her hand to her Heart,,
slight pause lil smirk tear Drop in the Dark,
Conversation wit her self though it never Did Much,
Complications to her Health But you Only live once,
see its a disease & she dont Think she's gettin Better,
Her Vision is Cloudy & she been under the Weather,
Doesnt see a Shread of Hope,
lays her heartbeat to Rest,
Missery is Proud,
and she wears it like a Dress,
cant take it no more,
now its finally settin in,
She dont wanna leave the House,
or even let a soul in,
She's layin the tub wit a Razor in her Hand,
candle light over Blood,
And she's finally at the End,
& Now she's wakin up to a world so Brisk,
a Hospital Room & Wound on her Wrist,
she's feelin all alone,
with no visitor to sit,
Cursin god for a life that she didnt wanna Live,
The Tears in her Eyes,
as she stares at the Scar,
it hit her so hard,
thats she almost fell apart
Thorws her Hands on her Face,
with her Mouth Shut Closed,
she holds it all in,
but she wants to let go,
as the Days pass by,
then she only gets bitter,
never bothers to speak,
because nobody really gets her,
she dont wanna open up & she wanna regreat it,
its kinda pathetic the way she's feelin apathetic,
the windows gettin foggy,
she's breathin on the Glass,
Cryin with the Rain,
it becomes her outter Mask,
still lookin out the window,
She's hopin for a sign,
that somethin can change but Never does in her Mind,
She's Finally Given up,
& she lost all Hope,
theres no love in the world,
so she turns to the Dope,
She's lookin for a High But she only feels Feeble,
if it wasnt the Knife then she was pushin with the Needle,
another day turns night,
and she's out of the Drugs,
She's lookin for the Buzz,
cant Remember wat it was,
now she's out on the streets,
& she really Feels Trapped,
she's know its an addiction and goes to Rehab,
shes lookin for the Guidance,
maybe sum dirrection,
She's sick with a broken heart,
its an infection,
She finally Gets help,
and she feels she can trust,
she makes a few friends,
and she finally opens up,
she's met sumbody,
and they talk a few times,
he tells her wat she wants to hear spits a few lines,
she finally feels safe,
he takes her on a date,
a few hours later,
shes wakin up raped,
