These Are The Versatile & Different Things I Think Of.....
Lyrics
Sometimez I have no regard for what I do
sometimez I just don't give a shit about you
sometimez I think "What the fuck am I doing here?"
sometimez I place the gun under my ears
sometimez I think "Man, I'm wasting my time"
sometimez my fans can make me feel so alive
sometimez I believe the fucked things people say
sometimez I sit back & visualize the grave
sometimez things hurt when I know they shouldn't
sometimez I got shit to say but don't know how to put it
sometimez I wanna just smash your head
sometimes I didn't mean those things I said
sometimez I can feel the tears building up inside
sometimez through all the pain I can't even cry
sometimez I feel like no one really cares
sometimez I learn lessons from my nightmares
sometimez I'm sharp as can be & know what's up
sometimez I can't believe I can be so dumb
sometimez I don't react exactly how I should
sometimez I hate how I treat people so good
sometimez I space out about homicide methods
sometimez people don't even know with who they're messin'
sometimez I think about things & want revenge
sometimez I realize that's what I can't get
sometimez I think about my fallen fans & friends
sometimez I talk out loud to myself to help my head
sometimez I look at you & I glow with a smile
sometimez I think about life without my child
sometimez I know you wanna hurt me & I understand
sometimez people won't stay the hell back
sometimez I wanna show you I love you, but I can't
sometimez I wish you knew me better than that
sometimez I'm spiteful, sometimez I'm right
sometimez I wish there was a god in this life
sometimez I wanna give you much more than I should
sometimez I'm doing bad when I'm doing good
