Lyrics
[verse]:[1]
you can tell in his voice, as he's yellin' his choice
that he's scared to lose 'er, depressed from the abuse
that he subjected to her, he's down on his luck, and a real fuckin' loser
as she begs him to stop, she feels like he'd shoot 'er
or he already did, cause he treated her bad, like unwanted shit
he makes promises she doesn't think he can keep
her gut's tellin' her "No, don't believe 'em, you'll see"
but he wants to make right, what he's already done
she screams "no!" as he starts flaunting the gun
but... shit, late, cause he pulled trigger,
aimed at his rib-cage,
he's coughin' up blood as she runs to his side
she see's that look in his eyes, and she knows he'll just die
"if you ever wanna' see me, just look up in the sky
I'll see every moment of life
I'll be waiting... Angel of mine"
[verse]:[2]
back track two years, when they were both happy
before the lies, things were so sappy
love was abundant, not so lacking,
but when his head hit the sheets, he'd dream and dream
about a red headed thing, he was so torn
and his heart was so worn, that he felt guilty
and waged a slow war, on a girl that didn't deserve it
she went from being in love, to just hurtin'
her best friend had abandoned, how could this happen?
she loved him so, had he always been actin'?
then came the lies, the hateful eyes,
was he an asshole, or was it painful inside
manic depression ate 'em alive... he was debatin' his life
she got pregnant, but he got angry and lied
the fatherless bastard just made a sigh
and that's when she really hated her life
[verse]:[3]
then came the big day, their baby was born
he changed, mind made up, brain conformed
so he searched and searched, hoping for luck
but the wanted ads, were hopeless as fuck
the tension starts building, and she's no longer in love
she pretends like she is, and hates his hunger of lust
then, she see's a change, he opens up and see's his pain
understands and falls back in love, it's freakin' great
but she thought that he lied, she broke down and he cried
they moved on, but it wasn't the same,
she couldn't tell him she loved him, after that fuckin' day
she finally left him cause she wasn't dumb-n-insane
she wouldn't take him back, after job, he practically sobbed
drinkin' his problems away, he buys a gun, and thinks he'll solve 'em today
she had planned to tell him, she wanted him back
but he was gone, and she never got 'em back
