Just a girl who likes to sing true songs
Honest music. Straight from me.
Story behind the song
I was motivated to write this song, because I was too shy to explain how I felt to the people around me. I decided I'd write something that made enough sense, that maybe someone might be able to grasp what I was feeling. Though I kept the lyrics ambiguous enough to where they may not be able to pin point exactly what was going on and draw their own conclusions. That way I felt I realeased my demons without having to become to vulnerable. The most honest part of the song is the melody.
Lyrics
I can't explain the pain I feel,
for what I feel I shouldn't feel,
I can't explain the horror,
of losing what I never had,
how can I defend myself,
when you kiss my knife?
you've barely touch me,
yet your hands,
manage to sculpt my strife,
How can I let the sun come up,
when this feelings still burning,
how can I tell myself anything,
when my dreams are contridicting,
do you remeber what you said that night?
with flashing lights?
Do you remember how you touched me?
to this day it pulls a string?
After looking deep inside of me,
I find that I must free,
all of you from the standards,
that are trying to kill me,
I never thought I was capable of such dark thoughts,
but this love cuts with the razor blades I bought,
So all I am flows in the sewers of truth,
I die to find myself for you...
