Me and my thoughts about myself and the world
My Name is RTD, aka Ready to Die, Im from Mass, and i feel Rap as we now it is on life support. With Such Generic rappers, the art has been deluted. While i may not be the the one to save hip hop, i hope i can spark the mind that does. I Dont rap for money, i rap cuz i enjoy it. I Can express myself.
Lyrics
So its me against the world, and i ain't gonna look back
Why Should I when it wont cut my any slack
Always consuming me in everything I Do
Telling me i wont make it, i bet it does the same to you
Me and the world use to be friends, thats before it robbed me
Before it took everything i loved, it didn't even say sorry
So now i stay up at night thinking of pay-back, Thinking how i can this punk bitch from way back
I cant trust No-one i got no Homies
All i no is fake liars self consumed ignorant phonies
They claim to, but no-one really knows me
The most contradictory person you'll ever see
Sipping Hennessy, blazed out, nothing gets to me
The Unbreakable Unmistakable RTD
Ask me why im angry, and ill tell you how u wronged me
Sorry you couldn't handle the truth, Ain't my problem G
I Uphold beefs, Cuz im never wrong
Im perfect in every way possible im too strong
I kinda think thats why don't get aqquantices
Cuz im so perfect they hate this shit
Ive never made a mistake, Im allways rite
Go ahead tell me im wrong i love to fight
No need to deal with problems, there out of mind if there out of sight
Dont look for sorrys cuz they anit coming
And i anit expecting any from you, so my mouth ill keep running
Such a hateful bastard, Such a mean guy, i became this way when i was ready to die
I hate you so thats why u hate me, your insecure im jealous thats why we could never be
Friends till the end right, well thats if i don't take my life tonight
Cuz right about now im out of it cant think, blurry and un-corridinated and i hadn't had anything to drink
I like being alone really i do, so when i have these crazy thoughts theres no-one to tell me not too
Is my words scaring ya, making u think twice
Well think how i feel when i hear them in the middle of the night
I dont place my burden on other, i try to stay real, but for some reason i feel i get the raw deal
Fuck it does it even real matter
What else could go wrong, could i even get sadder
And fuck that i dont needy your pitty, no need for hand outs stop trying to act pretty
Cuz deep down inside u no u dont care, And deep down side my threats are full of hot air
I dont no where im going anymore, where am i heading
But sooner or later im gonna no and thats what im dreading
I wanna be myself, no more interaction
Cuz no-one alive wants to offer me satifaction
Got my middle finger to the world, at least i gave it my all
To anyone who dosent like me, fuck yall