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December 12, 2007
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name's billy, what more do i got to say
and how old, hmmm...16 years of age
grew up fine in my life did every day
but now things in my life got me down to pray
for the lord, lord jus save me now
just get my away please dont even care how
these past monthes showed not a sign of glory
so lemme start you out here to begin my story
like i said names billy and im going to school
and around my whole area well im known to be cool
well liked in my grade what more can be said
but now im sitten n im crying wishen to be dead
had a girl for some time we was madly in love
and there was no way to explain it had to be love
than one day she said dumped me and wished me death
so now im sitten in the start and now it got me stressed
theres stress on ma chest.....oh man
i cant make it thru life with my whole plan
i know man, that i cant handle this stress
but im gonna try hard so ill handle it ma best
all this crap got me buggin ya it got me stressin
so im now im sitten all alone in this here depression
yet the lesson i cant learn, and how do i know this
cuz ma problems got me anxious cant even focus
but that was only the first it was time to get worse
cuz a week later my only mom was put in a herse
from the earth she dispersed now i feel like im cursed
ive been crying and im tryin not to go beserk
but that wasnt all, no god have ta inflict more pain
my brother driving out late n got caught in the rain
wasnt his fault didnt see the trailer on his side
so now next to my mom in the ground he will lie
but whats worse is i got no one n it makin me mad
cuz my dad walked out n ever since i been sad
still going to my school but i do nothin the same
quit sports, failen school i aint loven ma pain
lost my appetite man i dont want food no more
and my friends leavin me but i wont even the score
so i must be depressed thinkin next yea who will die
now im sitten all alone just contimplating suicide
theres stress on ma chest.....oh man
i cant make it thru life with my whole plan
i know man, that i cant handle this stress
but im gonna try hard so ill handle it ma best
all this crap got me buggin ya it got me stressin
so im now im sitten all alone in this here depression
yet the lesson i cant learn, and how do i know this
cuz ma problems got me anxious cant even focus
clincal depressions understand that i got em
but i cant figure out what else is the problem
i cant focus no more everything got me annoyed
dont feel like touchin any of the girls or boys
theres things on there body that might get on me
and i need complete order with everything i see
so its hard to be depressed when you have ta jus wait
hard to concentrate when things have to be straight
obsession and complussion thats how it seems
but its impossible to walk in a room that aint clean
cant bring myself to it doors i never get through it
if these problems are a language than im speakin it fluent
my life is messed around bad cuz the things i face
must have made a mistake cuz im last in this race
but doctors makin it better and im calmer now
this medication that im on turnin my life around
theres stress on ma chest.....oh man
i cant make it thru life with my whole plan
i know man, that i cant handle this stress
but im gonna try hard so ill handle it ma best
all this crap got me buggin ya it got me stressin
so im now im sitten all alone in this here depression
yet the lesson i cant learn, and how do i know this
cuz ma problems got me anxious cant even focus
theres stress on ma chest.....oh man
i cant make it thru life with my whole plan
i know man, that i cant handle this stress
but im gonna try hard so ill handle it ma best
all this crap got me buggin ya it got me stressin
so im now im sitten all alone in this here depression
yet the lesson i cant learn, and how do i know this
cuz ma problems got me anxious cant even focus
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