Lyrics
Let the beat ride out on this one, man..
Life's complicated..
I'm still tryin' to figure it out myself..
But one thing that I've learned though..
It's not about, how many hits you can dish out..
It's about, how many hits you can take..
And STILL stay on your feet..
My name's Rob and I'm nine, I only got a mom in my mind
She passed away when I was five, walked the dog just to find
That John would decide when leavin' the bar, that he'd drive
She could be alive, if only someone offered John a ride
I try to stay calm when I cry, it's too common a crime
And no one knows at all, but I'm dyin'
Of a rare disease they can't see, cuzz the doctors are blind
I just wanna spend some quality time, my father and I
I really wish he'd rather harbor than hide
Before I'm just another star in the sky
Sometimes, I wanna look 'em hard in the eye
Like, "Why you bother?! Goodbye!".. but it seems like the harder I try
To approach 'em.. he's ghost, just.. gone on the grind
And no, he doesn't sell drugs, dad's job is to drive
Even though I got the heart of a lion
It won't help me here, I need a miracle like water to wine
Life ain't a destination, it's a journey we on
You gotta keep your friends close cuzz, soon they'll be gone
People take life for granted, things get bent outta shape
Then the blindfold comes off, but by then, it's too late
See, this is why I live my life one day at a time
And I beg that God's listenin' when I pray to the sky
The clock keeps tickin', we must get on our grind
Cuzz everything you've ever known can disappear in the blink of an eye
My name's Charles, with a son I've been blessed
Got a little boy named Robby and I love 'em to death
Since his mother's been gone, I'm the only one he has left
So I ain't budgin', I stay gunnin' till I run outta breath
Got a job, I provide, but I'm somewhat depressed
So much stress, blood's bubblin' up under my flesh
You can keep this life, fuck it, all I want is my checks
I stay busy and really, the outcome is a mess
See, before I met Beth, she was leavin' her dad's saloon
Walkin' home late at night, passed the theatre after two
The sick son-of-a-bitch was fiendin' to act a fool
So he seen her and proceeded to beatin' her black and blue
She woke the next morning, laid still til' the afternoon
Then went home, not knowin a kid was to crash her womb
A couple months pass, she thinkin' she has the flu
Morning sickness all the time and she gettin' much fatter too
This is when we met, I just lived on her avenue
We started seein' each other, I was fillin' her hands with food
She had no cover up, had me sit and she cracked the truth
Single mother, I loved her, so I did what I had to do
Now, Robby's gettin' older, I feel like I have to zoom
Time's flyin', I'm just tryin' to chill with him after school
It's killin' me, that's the truth..
I'm just doin' what the grown should, I hope he knows I did it for his own good
Life ain't a destination, it's a journey we on
You gotta keep your friends close cuzz, soon they'll be gone
People take life for granted, things get bent outta shape
Then the blindfold comes off, but by then, it's too late
See, this is why I live my life one day at a time
And I beg that God's listenin' when I pray to the sky
The clock keeps tickin', we must get on our grind
Cuzz everything you've ever known can disappear in the blink of an eye
(TO BE CONTINUED...)