loss for words/sometimes i have to say no
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Story behind the song
so i was told last night while pouring out my soul to the person i care about the most in the world right now to walk down the tracks alone... this is the worst trigger for me to feel empty and lonely and want to die... trapped inside my head and the memories of the past... but why when i love you and i came into this freezing cold to spend time with you and not feel so alone?
these are the things that make me love and hate this relationship i am rediculously in and can't get enough of... the one time in my life i've truely felt like this is the best and worst thing for me... a perfect balance to make me feel alive and a meaning behind existence.
so here's a little replay of what happened on the tracks when i was alone last night and didn't know where to go... sure it doesn't have the primal screams and cries to the sky that were on the freezing track marked version for the wildlife preserves on my toasted time but it's a little rendition recorded at the music and speech shelter from the storm to remind me of what i am, was, and hopefully one day become everything more than what i've wished to be... human and in a state of peace, inner and external... and free.
but for now i guess i'll just have to remain nocturnal and pour out my fears to the open sky... maybe one day she'll truly understand and hear me... this all knowing supposed spirit or creator and the girl that i truely love.
for now, i'll just let her believe she knows the answer to everything.
i know that i truly know nothing... and that's the last thing i need to be.
later kids.
=drk
11.29.07.11.45.am... sheetz, kent
p.s. the recording...
loss for words (written in 2000 or so)/sometimes i have to say no (mock of primal outcries from 11.29.07.02.30ish.am)
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recorded 11.29.07.05.30ish.am @ music and speech ksu, ohio
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"loss for words"
written recorded performed and deformed by david r. kiss
(c)2k1,2k7 give my parents ulcers music.
Lyrics
"loss for words"
by david r. kiss
i've been wondering
where you've been
i've been waiting
on the tracks again
unmasked behaviors
you're unmarked with sin
at a loss for words
i'm making changes again
when you've lost a lot,
well who do you know?
when you walk alone,
which direction would you go?
i've been waiting
for nothing to happen
it's all the same
i've got something to change
lifestyle shipwreck
all tainted with sin
i'll say a few words
then i'll be on my own again
when the curtains are closing,
does it matter who you know?
at least you could tell me something
so that i wouldn't feel so all alone...
when you've lost a lot,
well, who do you know?
when you walk alone, which direction would you go...
...which direction would you go?
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