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Everyday is hard (SONG) Uploaded: 03 Nov 2007
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Beat by: Sinima @ soundclick.com/sinima This song is old. I did'nt post it b4 bcuz it sounds like bi***ing. IT'S NOT MEANT 2 B.
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I am Quadriplegic paralyzed from the chest down. My only goal is to strive for something better. I write hip hop music for those with open and creative minds
THANK YOU...EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO LISTEN, I APPRECIATE IT. MY NAME IS CHRIS. I STARTED RHYMIN, RAPPING... WHATEVER......AROUND JUNE 2005. SPEAKING IS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I CAN STILL DO PHSICALLY....THAT I ENJOY. SINCE 4/23/03 I HAVE BEEN PARALYZED FROM THE CHEST DOWN. I HAVE LIMITED ARM CONTROL AND NO HAND CONTROL. WITH ADAPTIVE TOOLS ,AND MY VOICE I FORTUNATELY CAN STILL MAKE MUSIC. NOW IN 2009. I AM FULLY PRODUCING ORIGINAL SONGS, AND INSTRUMENTALS OF ALL KINDS. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME. MESMERIZE, DZK, SINIMA, AND MANY OTHERS.
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Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
Charts
Peak #2,379
Peak in subgenre #89
Author
Chris C.
Uploaded
February 07, 2009
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MP3 4.0 MB • 128 kbps • 4:23
Story behind the song
Every mon. wed, friday. I have bowel care. IT SUCKS.
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It's 9 a.m., phone rings time to rise and shine. As I elevate my head, which is heavy but it’s fine I'm reaching for a lifters belt that's wrapped around a bar And I’m thankful since without there I wouldn’t get too far I pull the belt towards me, hold it till my shoulder rises. It's like I'm back in boot camp, early morning exercises. This is the only way that I could ever lift my head up. To get my body upright, and my back up off my bed. It's like my body's dead, cuz it weighs as much as lead all I did so far was sit up, but I have to catch my breath. This is when the stress can build up, so I have to check my head too I often tend to dread it after all the shit I've been through. I'm building up momentum, as I pull my body forward. I'll never let myself forget the goals I’m moving toward. I know I have the strength in me I've proven this for sure. no way i could I forget, with all the pain that I've endured (chorus) Every day is hard, and it's only getting harder. I try to keep my head up, so my dreams don't end up farther. The past is but a scar of this I'm constantly reminded looking in my rear view the entire worlds behind it. If you want to ride with me beside me is the place. You might even catch a glimpse of the expression on my face. Raw determination is the only thing you'll see. There's no time for hesitation, this is why my soul is free. My hands are firm beside me as I shift my body right. To my chair that's parked aside me as I'm sleeping through the night. Actually, it's pretty sad to me. I'm covering a distance. that if I were to measure is like 26 inches Several minutes passes now my ass is in my chair. Trying not to think of what it took to get my body there I’m fighting with my legs while my right arm’s keeping balance As my complicated ways turn my day into a callenge Everything is blurry, as I grab my stomach binder the pressure of my blood is low. My sight is the reminder. Changing my position laying flat to vertically makes me Feel as though I’m passing out my blood runs to my feet The time it takes to put it on can never be predicted. Actually today for me was just like the beginning. I curse at my condition, while I struggle through the rest. Monday Wednesday Friday, this is just another test. (chorus) Every day is hard, and it's only getting harder. I try to keep my head up, so my dreams don't end up farther. The past is but a scar of this I'm constantly reminded looking in my rear view the entire worlds behind it. If you want to ride with me beside me is the place. You might even catch a glimpse of the expression on my face. Raw determination is the only thing you'll see. There's no time for hesitation, this is why my soul is free. Entering my bathroom as I roll into position. underneath the ceiling lift the harness is my mission I reach for the remote, slowly lowering it down. As I glance into the mirror staring back at me, a frown. I'm more than halfway there, but to finish far from done. A horrible experience for me compares to none. The harness now surrounds me as I’m hanging in the air it's time to suck it up, because the nurse's fingers here. Inserting it inside me almost instantly, I sweat. A sign of dysraflexia a symptom that I get when ever pain is caused below the level of my injury I've had to deal with it ever since I had my surgery. When this shit is finished I still have to take a shower From now until I'm getting dressed, will be at least an hour. Think about this when you're having troubles in your day. Or when the things you're doing don’t exactly go your way (chorus) Every day is hard, and it's only getting harder. I try to keep my head up, so my dreams don't end up farther. The past is but a scar of this I'm constantly reminded looking in my rear view the entire worlds behind it. If you want to ride with me beside me is the place. You might even catch a g
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