Verse 1:
Its like I'm back tracking you can say I'm past rapping
past laughing bad actions stay happening (what the fuck)
but I gotta stay humble can't mumble hands crumbled
mans struggles * in this life all these tussles that I fight
gotta watch my back snitches straight stab you with a knife
dab you with delight same time jab you with a right
man I thought I had it figured but it keeps on getting harder
I thought I woulda figured each day I'm getting smarter
nobody to go to so I learned the hard way
now the scars stay everyday I want 'em to decay
I'm feeling okay they stay creeping up on me
Tried keeping my cool but they leaching up on me
putting me in situations that I shouldn't even be in
inside I'm bleeding human beings all these false meanings
stay pulling me in but please when will it end
will it simply send me back to what I used to be
a lost child can't be hit with another charge
I've come so fuckin far I can't tear my mothers heart
Ima figure you out even if it means death
we play this game of life whys it gotta be complex
Verse 2:
Happiness depression, depression to happeniness
what the fuck is going on I gotta stop having this
always mad at shit its so hard to even manage it
disadvantages with managment demanding my shit
what I get myself into they don't understand my shit
taking orders like a soldier * getting disrespected daily
being watched closely like a suspected escpaee
the corporate 9 to 5 and its killing me inside
backstabbers laugh at ya it hard to keep your pride
while they look in your eye talking this talking that
watch your mouth watch your back dunno who's a rat
its the same shit I been through ever since I was a kid
how i'm supposed to live what to give gotta get away
no more tears in these eyes got none to shed today
im a motherfucking warrior I wont' back down
I won't back out you fuckers can't put me in the ground
Ima make sound take a round whatever I do
keep pushing hard moving scars endeavor this through
Gettin smarter by the minute as I'm living this life
just hear me out as I'm spitting writtens on this mic
