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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #808
Peak in subgenre #82
Author
Dan Rogers
Rights
Srrvant music & The vine Beats
Uploaded
July 01, 2007
Track Files
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MP3 2.1 MB • 128 kbps • 2:17
Story behind the song
I was thinkin about what kind of person I would have wound up as if I never became a christian and I decided this would probably have been the road I would have taken
This goes back and forth as I am reminiscing on my life and what is actually happening
Lyrics
I feel the clash of my head to the board
gettin dizzy as my blood falls to the floor
I'm a white boy considered the street store
do it for the rep not cuz my familys poor
I'm crawlin now tryin to get to the door
another wack it goes against my back
I coulda been somthin i just talked smack
I ask you have you ever thought bout death
man I feel like this could be my very last breath
I've experimented with everything even meth
I don't need God I'm no damsel in distress
my eyes are flickering man I'm a mess
I'm starting to feel things less and less
life was always nothing but a joke
my only goal was to never be broke
if only I'dda given this guy the right coke
bloods coming back up I'm startin to choke
maybe I shoulda listened in sunday school
but I can't think like that religion is for fools
trying to will myself to live but I'll just lose
right now I feel like I'm just one big bruise
I was always the bad boy hated the rules
OGs offered a membership I couldnt refuse
well this idiots beating has finally stopped
I can hear the distant sirens of the cops
you know homies I aint gonna be arrested
this place right here will be my death bed
heres the cop now he's comin down the bend
he better stay back or I'll do more than offend
bein decieving and slick became the trend
the cop says somthin but I dont understand
man this guys lucky I cant move my hand
guided the right way but I drifted
guess life can really be pretty sick and twisted
I can feel myself getting lifted
that dude was talkin again but I missed it
my family had always told me I was gifted
but in reality I never really wanted to listen
I guess now they got me in an ambulance
yall if I get touched again heads will dance
oh man now the pain is getting very insane
I just want to sleep as my energy drains
