A song in dedication to my grandfather...i love and miss you
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Lyrics
(verse)
I finally realize that thing you never realize
Untill its gone, to see my old man cry
I took it hard,left wonderin i need to ask why now?
I wanted you around, when i deciede to wynd down
I never picked up the phone to call and listen
Never Once did i stop by just to visit
I'm missin.. all those hugs and kisses
Blinded to those years you were striken by sickness
Untill maturety kicked in,my holiday spirits
Get lost in his rising spirit, Send me a sign
If you feel this,im fine cuz i know that your caring
And Ill show pride in the jeans i was handed
Grab a box of tissues get out all my issuses,
Repeatly scream to the sky that I MISS YOU..
I wish i could go back,to all the laughs
And treat our time as if it was the last
(BreakDown)
Recalactions to the years beyond
Back When we use to bond,all the lessons tought
Has helped with all the mess i fought
Papa.. Id like to say I THANK YOU
I THANK YOU I THANK YOU I THANK YOU.....!!
Concentrate on the times we use to conversate,
Pertend to hear ya voice and vision ya face,
It's such a descrace all the years we put to waste
Papa.. I need to say I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU...!!!
(verse)
I break down Seein ya body rest in that casket
Looking better then the years that have passed
when..you were secluded at the top of a 3 story
No need for breifs storys, Papa im so sorry
We should have been closer damn,i really miss you man
All those poker hands,and diet coke cola cans
swoling glans,cuz ive been screamin for help(for help..)
Feelin sefish cuz where was i when you needed help
To be busy being a child,ta call once in a while
Yet every time we stopped bye you smiled
I was stuck in denile,When i first heard the news
Im so confused, how could i lose,
The reason my reason for being here
Is even here, you eased my fears
And ceased the tears But still im so sad
Yet happy to know that where ya souls at
Is a better place,know that I love you papa
Your in my heart forever
The memories will never fade
Rest in peace papa, I love you with all my heart
I miss you, your in my thoughts
and dreams I love you..Love Sean
