my sons nate hooked me up with the beat and i had to rip it..it was a hard time for me at the moment and i worte a feel lines about situations regarding my ex girlfriend and my school work and my spot in the rap game
a boy for riverdale maryland tryna his best to make it in the game some how some way
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Story behind the song
i was sitting home one day down and out...my girlfriend had just left me..i questioned wether or not i would ever make it in the rap game. my school year started off horrible and my family issues were starting to escalate. as i am checking my myspace i stumbled upon this beat and i felt a vie to write to it. it was a nice anime sounding beat like nate had ripped it from a one piece game or something. i told him that i wanted that beat regardless of how much it costed. i wrote the verse out of frustration and constant listing to the fort minor mixtape..i was influced by mike shinodas tracks to write the way i did..it turned out to be quite a smash on myspace..
Lyrics
Asian translation
Beat/instrumental - Asian translation by sinitus tempo
verse 1
let me cut to the chase, so to speak/
many guys don't give me enough time to think/
progression made damion resentfull as hell/
hell, i already plan to spen my life in a cell/
my brothers never finshed school/
so i told my younger on to do if for mom/
cause one of us needed to/
everybody wanna know mexicans up to/
but i got half of mind to be like fuck it i'm through/
everything i ever said or did/
ends up coming back to me in the end/
as the grain of sand in my hour glass drips/
i shed tears cause my souls lost in a dark aybss/
missed my chances and oppertuntiy/
i don't have friends, just alot of enemies/
life has been turn compleatly up side down/
that if i look something else would hit me, blow!/
what would you do if your reason for living/
walked up and left like a lot of these women/
critical conditions is what i am stuck in/
mind set fucked up and it's sickening/
i been stricken wit this guilt for a minuet/
wether not i should kill the guy for stealing/
the girl of my dreams, fuck it i'll skip it/
to much to do then get cought up and bitching/
even now when i see her my fingers start clenching/
forming a fist that can't resit harming victims/
rage drives my body to point of beyond restrictions/
maybe it's my fault i caused all the frictions/
my lifes a manga now, stuck in fiction/
but yet can't lose the feeling of tension/
hatred and agony seems to be building/
nothing can help, not one in a million/
even if we change you can never changed the feeling/
mind over matter, brawn over brilliance/
stick to the script/
they admire the resleiance/
but restices is futile when dealing with these trillions/
of teenagers that listen to songs so pointless/
so i must be a pearl out of a group of oysters/
i'm being blaten/
agrggont sensation/
come get lost in this asian translation/
