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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #865
Peak in subgenre #468
Author
Skull P.
Rights
Skullphucked 2007
Uploaded
May 08, 2007
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.7 MB • 128 kbps • 4:02
Lyrics
I'm seeing Becki behind plexi like God w/in the drapes
Calm escapes golden to face the void of frozen waste
Why try to mind the numbness? it ain't like i owe her anything
She became careless fucking with the substance homemade
So I can't. Ease the obvious way I'm sure it excruciates
Time ain't meant to erase, it's there to remind; play it safe
So wanted to take aim, reachin for I.D. to appease the stone apes
Arms crossed w/ eyes locked like they were embossed in something great
Other than self hate the system itself hamster wheel perpetuates
Guardian Inmate, one card two face both duped to be slave
Not sunshine nor moonbeam, no light here ventilates
What we reap are mere moments of seed to plant deep beneath
Skin like a distant vision rarely seen, burying forgiveness beyond limiting
Never dinner table, staying Rockwell surface, master this angle popsicle
Strangle anything mentioning something less than idle talk, stifle anger
I remain a calm cold with lids closed till the levees hold no more
And release without filter, weeping like widows, over open caskets,
Exposing the lies the stagnant underbelly kept packing, popping to bellow
Hello. this isn't for enrichment nor is it nourishing to let go
this is some of the pain of being me, brother, and you're touristing my echoes
Exclusive shit, like bootlegs but it seems I choose to stream
my life instead of leaving hyper-links to guide you to finding me
Fuck the subtext this is the truth stripped naked job's bareboned enemy
huddled up in the corner on the kitchen linoleum rocking back and forth
my inner child still with the knees cupped, murmuring quietly to himself
huh what's up?! I can barely make out the prayer,
but with a smirk I know what ain't there, and that's trust
More like a stubborn skeptic who desires the heart of something monstrous like love
Rather I used to be awestruck taken back, stopped abrupt by the little things
Now I just struggle to stay somewhat positive in the face of my offspring
while the mind screams behind a plastic smile but I'm terrible acting
unable to hide anything much less what's menacing, diminishing
any shred of inner strength the rib at my side is supposed to comfort me
instead inflicts more pain further staining the pages echoing this bittersweet symphony
Thanks for stoppin by, Drive safe have a nice life, I'll prolly see you next time
My private Hell decides to show and tell what it look like on this side
of the vel-vet rope
