SeRAPhic
ok.. i'll confess it
life is hard as an adolesecent
if ya lucky u will learn ya lesson
its hard to subdue the pain without a supressant
only drugs n alcohol to supress it
Always in distress,i need to rest
trying to hold on but ma mind is repressed
why do i feel this painful sensation
my mind and my soul in constant abrasion
all i know are of the twinges of agony and pain
enough to make me go radically insane
trying to pull, break through the fuckin surface
but how can i succed when all i feel is worthless
If you look up death, what you will find
It says the normal functioning, of vital signs
But if you take the time to back track
You can see, death is so much more than that
Death is when your soul, your spirit dies
the inspiration leaves from your eyes
Its when you lose all faith in yourself
Death is more than just the absence of health
I try to think clear, but ma mind is clouded
the pain hasn't gone away, its just rerouted
unfortunately, the pain diffuses so slow
im trying to maintain , but im losing contol
all this anger an' fury instilled
life is a battlefield kill or be killed
Broken Needle
Yo this ya boy BN
Like a pheonix
Coming in and out of death
Ma' spirit breathes in and I got ma' breath
But this life aint worth livin'
All the stress and pain that I'm given'
Leaves me breathless once mo'
My heart gettin' cold
Feelin' like an' empty shell
Put on a smile when deep inside I wanna yell
Then she gives me hope
My life aint hangin by a string,
Now it's a rope
She tells me of her troubles
And the pain inside quickly doubles
I hope that one day
This pain will go away
It makes me wanna cry
But I can't let her see what's deep inside
The tears in my eye
Just wanna roll down my cheeks
But I gotta shield them as she speaks
I can't give her anymore doubt
So I'm afraid I must announce
BN out
