we're broke, we met in a trailer park, and we have shit equipment. which makes our audio sound like shit, so our music sounds out of tone and has funny sounds,
we're broke, we met in a trailer park, and we have shit equipment. which makes our audio sound like shit, so our music sounds out of tone and has funny sounds, and fucks with our voices. so we add a bunch of shit to cover the old shit, so that the shit seems to be shitty production. but it's shitty altogether.
enjoy our shit. or don't. we don't really care.
Lyrics
[Intro]
I keep on runnin' from these demons
Fightin' as long as I'm breathin'
Always lookin' for another reason
To throw shots at these heathens
[Verse 1]
It's so hard to hold back
From fightin' this pack of wolves I'm thrown at
The only comfort I get is,
Is to know that this life won't last
But the disdain grows fast
Sometimes I look at my past
And wish I could go back
Ignorance is bliss, that's a fact
No truer words have ever been spoken
So now I'm left hopin'
I can be relieved of these emotions
That overwhelm me, the moment
I drop my guard or lose focus
I get so angry - with no notice
Can you blame me? I'm hopeless
Think I'm going crazy? Well, no shit
Stuck in the backseat, while these happy teens
With their daddy's, so rich
Buyin' them Caddies, everytime they throw fits
Gettin' by on looks and money
Never picked up a book, never gone hungry
Never been a slave to a fourteen-hour day
Just to get paid and have others lay claim
And take it away
Wonderin' where you'll stay
Resorting to pray for just a little faith
You ignorant mother fuckers got it made
And the way I feel, I can't even explain
[Chorus]
I keep on runnin' from somethin'
Disguised, you might see nothin'
No eyes, it's somethin' I feel
It hides, I know it's real
Lies fuel my fury
Pride got my vision blurry
Sometimes, I worry
I'm blind, they try to hurt me
Signs got me feelin' nervous
Lines got me feelin' worthless
Rhymes far from perfect
Nights, nothin' is stranger
Cries of unknown anger
I try, but there's just no time
Pushed aside,
Inside, these demons reside
[Verse 2]
I've made a few mistakes
Resulted from a drunken rage
I atone in my own way
Smokin', zoned, just let me fade
Poppin' pills, chasin' with E&J
Livin' for tomorrows,
There's no promise in my todays
Five minutes ago, shit was bad
But just yesterday, everything was great
Ain't it funny how shit can change?
Ain't it funny when you're dumb a shit,
But your kid gets straight A's?
And ain't it strange,
How five years down the road
He's got no hope,
No real education, no real home?
A drug dependency, but he's broke
And he's got a large knot in his throat
But he refuses to choke
Knowin' there're worse nights in his path
Dragging on, with nine knives in his back
Leavin' multiple lives in his past
Out of sight, out of mind
Few truly live lives like that
And it's so sad,
How so many people are on the fast track
To fallin' face-first
In a mad dash to place first
Disdain got me spittin' on fate's curse
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I got enemies I can't see
Paranoia led to new tendencies, I can't sleep
Just dark, the mechanical sound of a clock
Echoin' through my head
(Tick - tock)
Yet, I'm on the defensive
Constantly apprehensive
Like a swordfight, I'm 'on guard'
Sittin' in a crowded bar
Or driftin' in a clouded car
Muggin' the first mother fucker actin' hard
Trust issues? I trust few
You disappointin' me,
That's all I trust in you
You ain't gonna be the first mother fucker
To lie to me
It seems like somebody's always tryin' me
That's why I hide from sobriety
Lookin' at the world with such malice
Unless I got a nice chemical imbalance, see
These drugs over-shadow your fallacy
So I allow you to walk about so invalidly
Until you get stupid enough to challenge me
Then it's over, finito, you're done with
So keep comin' at me with that dumb shit
I fantasize about seein' that look in your eyes
[Chorus]
[Outro]
I keep on runnin' from these demons
Fightin' as long as I'm breathin'
Always lookin' for another reason
To throw shots at these heathens
