A track inspired in sound by the EBM/future-pop artists of today. The lyrics are a very personal manifesto of a broken relationship.
Lyrics
My memories feel like visions made of lies
I suppose I should stop my bitchin and my silly cries
Please believe in everything I ever said to u
I just wish I had said more than I had to
Perhaps theres a reason it happened as it did
But why does it still feel like theres much more left unsaid?
I hold on to every word u whispered in my ear
It makes me feel u next to me right here
Did u really want me like u pretended u did?
Was I just a shadow of the man u wanted me to be?
Thoughts about u still resonate in my head
Sometimes the obvious is very hard to see
Did u really hold me like I remember u did?
Or is it just another fantasy in my head?
As I close my eyes much more clear I can see
Then I realize thats just how I want it to be
Just because I didnt have the words to say to u
Doesn't mean that I didnt have the feelings I needed to
Please believe in everything I ever said to u
I would never lie or try to cause harm its true
