Dodging Internal Revelations
eery song about depression
Ambient, Classic rock, some metal
My band...well its just me:) everything you hear. I'm more of an ambient style most of the time, but with my electric guitar, I'm classic rock. I started playing guitar when I was 12 and since then I have learnt a lot. I also play other instruments. Some exotic ones too;)
Story behind the song
Well...this song is about someone's happiness (that they could never find) catches up to them and starts drilling into thier body...almost like surgery. Then at the end, the transfer is complete, and now he/she is a 'regular' man/woman (according to the stereotipical versions of men/women)
Lyrics
How does it feel, to be ripped right open?
And how do you know, who’s to be chosen?
And why do we lie, we’re only left for dead
Now name your price, I’ve suck so low, to weak to know!
Happiness you can’t find, has crawled up behind, to the back of your neck
Proceeding to drill in, and so it begins, the transfer of fate
Your eyes are opening wide, there’s no place to hide, soon you’ll be going insane
Now the transfer is complete, your heart slowly beats, until you rise up to the skyyyyyyy
Poking and prodding, every touch is like a bullet to the heart
Splicing and knotting, to my d.n.a, something has changed
Ripping and tearing, can you fix me? I’m in great pain
Finally, I get some relief, this surgery is better than I was before
One more time! One more cut! Take from my life! A procedure so divine!
Light me up! Set me on fire! I’m finally perfect, I am now worth it.