Verse 1
Too much stress
That’s why I question god whys he pressing
Guessing it’s the fact I was bad and he’s just testing
Never had it good ever since my childhood
I was cursed from the heavens was too deadly for my own good
Know I was bad but how long will this pain last
Look to my past to see these bastards in the fast track
And it’s all good
Ain’t tripping I’m just missing the life
Without lies a young child never stresses to die
Still got time to turn this life of mine around
So now I strive to be alive if I’m allowed
And crown me king I’m in control of my own world
Shake the stress off my chest I’m moving forward
I’m insane the pain is headed straight to my brain
I maintain to aim the razor blade on my veins
This pressure’s got me going crazy
Now I press the razor deep somebody save me
Hook
This life is full of bullshit troubles
Nothing’s easy
When all I see is struggles
It’s hopeless in this living where we all walk dead
There’s nothing left ahead
And tha struggle continuez…
Verse 2
Trapped in bars with a heart of a demon
Got me believing that I’ll die as I lie slowly bleeding
Watch me gasp my last breath as I try to fight
Say goodbye because its time to end this senseless life
Living in darkness I wonder lord where’s the light
I realize its time to hide from this evil side
Everyday is getting harder my happiness is farther
I’ve come to sense it’s too tense to even bother
Daylight hours never seemed so long
And every action made just created wrong
History is left behind in my memories
And all that’s left is broken dreams of a dying seed
I pray to heaven up above let the future be better
Words of paper and pen here’s my letter
How many more pleas do I have to cry?
These struggles building up inside is tearing up my mind
