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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #6,214
Peak in subgenre #173
Author
Biazed, Rockit Productions
Rights
2006
Uploaded
September 24, 2006
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.2 MB • 192 kbps • 3:32
Lyrics
[Verse]
It ain't easy being me
Life everyday is a struggle
I'm just trying to survive
And I do what I can to get by
Yeah, I try to see a light in my darkest of times
But all I see is things getting worse
Every turn, it's a curse
I'm concerned that it can't be reversed
It's like I'm on a downward spiral
The vibrant life that shined is in a cycle
Of viral actions, denying the facts, am I in a relapse?
A cancerous attack? I can't imagine, man, that I can bounce back
I'm sacked, I've crashed, have no chance to last
After I've done what I've done
And lived the way I lived
If god does exist, he could never forgive the sins that I've committed
So why should I resist the temptation calling me? I give in
[Hook]
There's nothing left to give
And there's nothing left to cry for
I gotta tell the truth
'Cause there's nothing left to lie for
I can't be forgiven
So why should I try?
'Cause there's nothing left to live for
And there's nothing left to die for
[Verse 2]
The call of death appealing
I cannot conceal it
I won't have to deal with life if I reveal it
My feelings are steering my thoughts into the darkest
Chasm in my brain, I'm straining to refrain
Contain my pain, maybe if I can hold it off
Distract myself for just a little bit longer
Then and only then maybe things will get better
Settled and rested, contented forever
However, I'm forced to cope with the strife
That life hands me everyday, it's so trife
It's rife with the demands
I can't stand or handle it, goddamnit
Is the answer at the tip of a knife?
I'm shrouded in secrecy
No one will ever see the real me
'Cause of my sorrow, I've borrowed tomorrow, don't follow a direction
My soul is so hollow, I have no reflection
[Hook]
[Verse]
I'm doomed to roam the earth
I've been cursed since my birth
A jerk, I'm not worth the work
That it would take for you to hurt me with words
So please, spare your verbs
My existence is nearly done
Hold your tongue
And I don't need your sympathies
Please, just leave me be to wallow alone my own self-pity
I don't need a soul to make me feel whole
I'm far too cold
I cut myself to tell if my cells are still warm
What courses through my veins just isn't the same anymore
Ever since I stopped caring
And sharing my emotions
My life has been over
There's nothing left to give
And there's nothing more to cry for
I gotta tell the truth
'Cause there's nothing more to lie for
I can't be forgiven
So why should I try
'Cause there's nothing left to live for
And nothing left to die for
[Hook]
