Story behind the song
Like most of my songs, more than just "inspired" by reality. Written and recorded on the same evening.
Lyrics
[Intro]
You see, when I was younger I used to have these dreams
that started out so happy but by the end turned into nightmares.
Well, for me - right now - it's like one of those dreams has come true.
And here's the inside scoop:
When a dream becomes reality there's no way to wake up.
[Hook]
We both know we try
'tween soulmates there's no lie
I don't lead a lonely life
but if only I could deny, what I can't deny
We both know we try
'tween soulmates there's no lie
I don't lead a lonely life
(but if only I could deny, what I can't deny)
[Verse]
I wanna pick up the phone and hear your voice/
I think I have to choke.../
It's not like I don't have a choice, I just can't decide/
all your words, just white noise, I realize/
every choice I make...I already lost/
I hurt you or I hurt myself, now I hurt us both/
this crazy, you make me crazy, you make me mad/
ain't it funny? now I make you sad!/
well, not only you, but what the hell do you want me to do?/
hurt me, so I won't hurt you? Damn, I probably would/
maybe tomorrow, it'll all be better/
but we both know, right now, that doesn't matter...and instead of/
goin back to where we headed we just stay confused/
and all that without spending one day with you/
one minute, one second, one glimpse even/
I can't believe it (why can't you just leave him?)/
[Hookx3]
We both know we try
'tween soulmates there's no lie
I don't lead a lonely life
but if only I could deny, what I can't deny
