I threw my life away one too many times
This is the last chance that I have to survive
I close my eyes and remember the good times
I open them again and I realize
The streets are crowded and times are tough
The door is open and I’ve had enough
The pain I have, you can relate
The tears I’ve shed, day by day
The death I’ve felt within my times
The mistakes I made with my life
All I’ve done just to survive
I’m thankful that I’m still alive
Ask me why I keep it together
Look at you and say fuck what ever
I live for me cause my world is gone
My eyes are closed my soul is strong
Tear stained dreams and all my frozen thoughts
Internal fuckin pain for da life dat I sought
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Painful piercing thoughts in my heart of fuckin stone
Internal fate layin out my new fuckin home
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
My heart is torn never to repair
The death I live the life I fear
Nightly dreams of blissful thoughts
The life I want cannot be taught
The friends I have to keep me strong
I hope for them that they’re not wrong
The family I hold so close and dear
I am so dam strong have no fear
I care so much but will not tell
My outer shell, shows my life of hell
I smile a lot but it’s not real
You don’t know the pain I feel
The love I hide from everyone
My feelings ache just for fun
I am the bad ass that you see
If only you knew my insanity
Tear stained dreams and all my frozen thoughts
Internal fuckin pain for da life dat I sought
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Painful piercing thoughts in my heart of fuckin stone
Internal fuckin fate layin out my new home
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Painful piercing thoughts in my heart of fuckin stone
Internal fuckin fate layin out my new home
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Tear stained dreams and all my frozen thoughts
Internal fuckin pain for da life dat I sought
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
My life is tortured, my soul is fuckin lost
I need to get it back to this life at any cost
Burning fuckin fate is my pure destiny
This fuckin world will not FUCK with me!
Tear stained dreams and all my frozen thoughts
Internal fuckin pain for da life dat I sought
The life I fuckin need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Painful piercing thoughts in my heart of fuckin stone
Internal fuckin fate layin out my new home
The life I fuckin need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Painful piercing thoughts in my heart of fuckin stone
Internal fuckin fate layin out my new home
The life I need and da pain I fuckin live
Nothing left for me to give
Nothing left
Nothing left
Nothing left for me to give
Nothing left for me to give
Nothing left
Nothing left
Nothing left for me to give
Nothing left for me to give
