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truth is some of y'all love to diss lemme adjust to this
you don't care it's ya boy ya love to just judge this shit
leavin me paranoid meanin these days i can't trust for shit
but i must admit that these days man i'm desperate as hell
these days i'm TRYIN to die man i'm desperate to fail
i could bottle it, man i could have desperate to sell
so forget it that deception i expected it WELL
like i just must be an exception cuz i perfected it still
an really that's just one more reason i expect to prevail
i said it to tell y'all i don't expect that i fell
but give me credit i do this shit incredibly well
this is the best of me 'til my destiny of the death of me
gets the rest of me, hell instead it's me nailed
second-guessin me they're expectin me to beg to see sales
not scott nah it's yeshua now, be grateful you get to pray
ya quick to fade forget a chorus i got too much shit to state
i'm sick today sick of the way only the sick betray
so forget my aim forget my number forget it forget my face
lemme just quickly say how it is that a kid get this way
it's just the fate of anyone livin livin with lies
i've BEEN givin it time ain't change just gettin me hyped
it can't be this isn't the life nah i'm leadin the way
like some of y'all saints an the rest just lead 'im astray
some of y'all see that he's great but say get some rest at times
like some of y'all are sincerely havin scotty's best in mind
an the rest of of y'all are just bitches how it's best defined
now i'm fishin for fakes so now i lie just to test the lines
like i'm fightin fire with fire is how it's said sometimes
yet i STILL bled inside despite the good intentions
cuz in my fight at times some of the good'll get mentioned
look an listen cuz while i'm just doin what i have to do
stare at the abyss too long and the abyss stares back at you
makin me a bastard too for lyin for all'a the right reasons
i got it right meanin i'm eyein 'em lyin to 'im tryin'a
keep scott around just in case they might need 'im
aight leave 'im, it's just sometimes i can't take this
debatin over racists an my life's wasted just face it
every WORD that i say's sick in every VERSE in these pages
when shit at my very goddamned WORST i'm the greatest
an i ain't gotta go an get up my nerve just to say it
you heard? no courage just somethin i learned through the ages
i ain't ever worried or anxious all of it's just scott
so for ery time i was brushed off ery time there was love lost
all of it's one cost it's just leavin me seethin to jump off
sayin the season is done NAH i sometimes don wanna keep writin
cuz the constant dishonest's left me gone with nothin in sight an
they thinkin nothin is priceless i'm showin it's different
i know it's the system i'll still be goin the distance
hold me as witness goin beyond the six syllable rhymes
cuz my truth goes past all the sick bittable lines
quick get with the times eryone else is sayin it's just a dream
like a cage has been set up so i got a rage against the machine
ain't just say what they mean leas' that's how it's seemed so far
how can i keep playin the same game when i see those cards
like how could i be so smart an still be so wrong
like no blamin got this whole rainm'n thing gown on
an it seems so long since i took a statement at face-value
a smile on their face when i'm facin these fake mouthfuls
cuz there's another layer to shit people say about you
when they grin an they squint an they look genuinely happy
they're only wonderin just how much they can take from out you
they takin valiums meanin that demeanor is all lies
but what's the meanin if what they meanin is all timed
it's so demeanin it all dies when it's signed sealed
delivered out of deception SO any meanin is all mine
that deceivin it's all fine just dealin with recognizin
feelin ahead'f my time an killin the rest the lies an
reelin from breathalyzin like i'm drunk off understandin
it ain't winnin if you're only winnin thr
