Just a song about the ironic joyful pains of suicide and the ideas along with attempts. That's Michelle Lewis at the beginning. Most of you prolly won't know her. Certain lines from the orginal song were slected and used. Hot shyt..check it...
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Lyrics
Michelle Lewis -
I find her standing in a doctors uniform
Trying her best to save him
But he can't be saved, he likes the pain too much to be denied
And I don't hear a soul denying...
Secrets -
I wanna be saved but
(My blood)
I like the pain too much
(My pain is gone, is gone)
I wanna be saved but
(My Blood)
I like the pain too much
(My pain is gone, is gone)
Secrets -
Addicted to the pain
And that's what happens when you have it so long, it becomes a universal thing
I can feel it in my chest, it burns
Steady struggling trying to get the things my heart yurns
My life brings back memories
Of me sittin' in the corner cuttin' on my wrists now watch me 'bleed'
I'm trying to put the past behind me
Still shed a couple of tears
I lost my momma last year
But what I fear, is that I'll be addicted to the pain
And it won't affect me no more once I push it to extremes
I'm trying to be, the best that I can
But nobody knows it, but they'll see it eventually burning it into me trying to expose it
People dying all the time
not trying to be another statistic but this pain is just blowing my mind
Just let me do it, I promise, just one more time
One more sin of mine, but I could potentially rap my last rhyme
Hook - 2x
I close my eyes
To try to hide
I wanna be saved but
I like the pain too much
Secrets -
Now follow me down my path
That leads to my death
I'm trying to be saved, from whatevers left
I'm loving the pain, but never the less
I'm holding my breath, don't leave me here
Don't wanna be alone no more
Already been through the darkest days alone and tried to battle through the war
So maybe my birth is just a curse
That tends to always get worse
Until the hearse drives me to the dirt
I wanna be saved, but who gon' do it before it's too late
Before they go and lay those "flowers upon my grave"
I'm hoping my situation don't worsen
But the thoughts that keep on running through my head would scare the average person
This is kinda of strange, in peace not yet to rest
I hope to wake up tomorrow but yet I dream about death
Crimson tears, they follow me
My soul watches me 'bleed'
This can't be too good for my health
This ain't a song, it's a cry for help
Hook - 2x
