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Underground Hip Hop
It's just me, first starting to rhyme this year. My name means the seven emotions, or the seven spirits, its Hebrew.
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,540
Peak in subgenre #813
Author
Elohim
Rights
Me Bitch
Uploaded
April 30, 2006
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.8 MB • 128 kbps • 1:39
Story behind the song
I wrote it once I got home after being caught at school for being drunk. Mad rumors went around I kind of wrote it about them, its just a chill out song I guess. Tells you that you never know whats going to happen, and to always live life to the fullest.
Lyrics
now how am I sapposed to live,
a good kid gone wrong becuase he was a stupid idiot,
on the daily I get asked questions, people suggestion,
that I did this for depression, asking if I learned my lesson,
yes and theres one more thing,
its funny how much shit a mistake can bring,
now my trust in some people hang by a string,
the best part of believe is the lie,
I sigh because theres a much bigger piece to the pie,
the way I've been treated my whole life, it's like I died,
then came back to return, only to fall in the fires and burn,
they say you learn a lesson the best when you experience it,
although I do admit, that the truth does hit,
now I live with it and wont stop,
and to you alyssa sorry about the hop,
didnt mean for you to think this was a plot,
to the other person who is involved,
your not a part of this at all,
a matter of fact you dont even appall,
I just hear you hate me now,
telling lies to make me look all down, well girl take a bow,
the talking about me can't be allow,
I thought as I said bye, as in choa, see you never,
you were clever acting like you once cared,
after december I thought I wouldnt repair,
but you slipped up around here, it seemed we were paired,
so I was no longer scared, than I found out your were prepared,
to take what we shared and throw it in thin air,
so in school I got impaired and did a stupid decision,
now I'm under supervision, and I know I'll never be forgiven,
and how many times I forgotten things that you did that shouldnt have been ridden,
now I don't care if my pains are hidden,
its ok, you can take your time
it's alright, I will be just fine,
so don't think, it is all just mine,
wake up, to the end of time
I agree, you have no reason to accept my apology,
now people don't bother me,
I didn't piss my pants, I didnt do all this so I can skip the dance,
I try to explain, but you won't even give me a chance,
but nobody understands, this is something I can't stand,
I didnt do this about my ex, heck,
I didnt do this about some stress,
I just made the dumbest move in my live and I have to pay the consiquence,
no more trust from mine and my friends parents,
and I didn't mean put out as in sex - that makes me embarressed,
I ment put out as in hang out - these rumors make me upset its apparrant,
now imagine getting lied to your whole life by somebody - now shes mad at me,
when the only feeling you have left is apathy,
think of it we only went on one date,
now discriminate and debate that I did this out of hate,
great believe that, my future just went splat,
I didn't want to get in trouble, but I did get in trouble and I fell and stumbled,
now people bust my bubble like the rumors are true,
I blew myself out of the water with nothing else to do,
now I'm screwed, wish I withdrew from her earlier before,
went threw the wrong door- no turning back,
now I'm a true failure - its time to react, and get myself on track,
so every single soul who heard this stuff,
forget the rumors even though its tough,
I'm sorry but now my lifes in cuffs,
and its going to take time to get out and the time will be more than enough...
its ok, you can take your time
it's alright, I will be just fine,
so don't think, it is all just mine,
wake up, to the end of time
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