A shout out to the love of my life and my God who sent her. Produced by Theory Hazit.
The Deeper-Experience a.k.a. DPA; lyricists/producers GreyMatter and z1 tha Essential
Hip Hop, a little more original than you're used to. The Deeper Experience a.k.a. DPA
Story behind the song
The first (almost) complete song from a solo concept album entitled "on Me..." by z1 produced entirely by Theory Hazit. A long overdue subject for me, a song that I've been working on for a couple years now trying to express in the best way possible how this woman has so bettered my life.
Lyrics
Produced by: Theory Hazit
[1st]
It never took me that long to imagine that
After some time caking my pain over with bad habits
I'd be free like Roger Rabbit in certain habitats that I'm used to
Special is who you are, making me out to something new
Brewing abilities I thought I never knew
Schooling me in multiple methods so I could see your views
And develop to the transparent man that I have grown to
Consistently blown by what you do (you're so beautiful)
Every encounter with you is riddled by grace
Insurmountable faith, even if problems tie up the place
You don't give up the race, you keep it laced counting all joy
Spacing it out, reaping the benefactor employed
By our Saviour, and if your friends yell He can't save ya
Your steps stumble their doubt cuz His hand stays elevated
He'll raise ya so the world can see His plan in operation
And your dreams become the vessel for bringing back the elation
That His people seek in this lifetime, mine came as my wife
My angel seeing through my demise, a prayer answered in true disquise
So I'd receive the plan that He had for me
Rearranging my perspective on tragedy
So as I'm thinking my daddy died for no reason and my season is ended
I'm trodding in murky waters trying to exist in suspension
I put it all on tape that I was in need of redemption
And when He opened my eyes I saw you; now, ain't that something...
[hook]
This one is going out to my wife
Who became my Citrus Moon when I just couldn't see right
To the one who showed me living when I had given up the fight
And possessed THAT that would lead me one day back to the light
(This one)
2x
[2nd]
Yeah, light has a funny way of showing you things you never knew
In the dark you simply do it just because you feel you're new to it
Screwing with your future with little games
Looking back it's easy saying I would definitely have gone about it a different way
But as the saying goes, seeing vision in 20/20 is reviewing plenty
Of those opportunities easily passed up
Recognizing what matters can momentarily have you
In cyclical patterns falling off this planet faster and faster
That was the case with me, not knowing how detrimentally
My actions would set the course for that part of me to divorce
Decisions, I made them poor, unassuredly resting morals
In a putrid state, stagnant cuz of lack of faith, smelling of composite waste
Fighting the flow, God knows I needed more
The voids ate me alive until I noticed Him open doors
What He showed to me was pure and a beauty for me to adore
With a love like this, how could I want anything more?
[3rd]
still working on it...
