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Peak in subgenre #830
Author
VitaL/Jimmy Cartel/BNF
Rights
2006 X[D]
Uploaded
March 21, 2006
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MP3 3.6 MB • 128 kbps • 1:58
Lyrics
[Hook x2 – Jimmy Cartel]
I wasn’t raised I was always betrayed/
Always played, didn’t know what to say – I was made/
To believe everything I was told, like a mold/
Grew on me, I was young and I was Controlled/
[v1 – Jimmy Cartel]
Please father forgive me, I've swallowed the truth
You folded my life and you followed the suite
I tried to convince this and although its you,
You stomped on my spirits of this hollow pursuit
Remember the times when the hate was the issue
Pushing and pulling and taking me with you
Time on the heart, tears raping the tissues
And I wish upon your soul all the hate that I've been through
You had two sons,
And all that matters is that after all the chatter too few when you run
And three where your daughters…
But with the death of your presence you can never fuckin say you're their father
Slander your wife, killed and you cooked me
Moms is my moms and you're still just a pussy
spittin on the track like a water of wrath
Saying nigger nigger, figures that your daughter is black
how fuckin dare you approach, after the fact
that you dipped on me father, you're a bastard and that
a real line from the heart theres no rapper in that
and I hope that you can feel where the latter is smashed
flip scripts on my temper like a lateral drop
purchased my time, n im mad and your not
worth a fucking shit listen daddy and I'm-
-18 now, but I guess you forgot
[Hook x2 - VitaL]
I wasn’t raised I was always betrayed/
Always played, didn’t know what to say – I was made/
To believe everything I was told, like a mold/
Grew on me, I was young and I was Controlled/
[v2 - VitaL]
Till I grow old I will neva forgive the things they did/
I was a kid growing up but everything was a fib/
I neva did anything meant to prove them wrong/
Nothing big, but this song – and it will live on/
Like my memory, and all the stress that they handed me/
Alottah shit in my life, tell me what has become of me?/
Only my friends show love for me/
They pick me up when I fall and are there to console me/
What sense did ya’ll ever have?/
The only thing ya’ll ever knew was how to make me mad/
Me sad – never, me glad wasn’t an issue/
But now I’m gone, grab yourself a tissue/
They say I wear my heart on my arm, but they wrong/
A broken Melody, symbolic image to my mom/
The one withdrawn, who bout to come head on/
To be gone worse than Gardens Hangin in Babylon/
Ya stories turned upside down, you’re lost right now/
And ya’ll wonder why my people shit on you now?/
I make ya’ll remedy about the day ya’ll got rid of me/
It’ll neva b lik it was, so keep on missin me!/
I been caught up in trouble, my life’s been a struggle/
But what’s that to you? Jay you’re trapped in a bubble!/
I’m the realest one you’ll eva see, and ever meet/
Come attack me physically, I’ll attack you mentally (What!)/
[Hook x2 – BNF]
I wasn’t raised I was always betrayed/
Always played, didn’t know what to say – I was made/
To believe everything I was told, like a mold/
Grew on me, I was young and I was Controlled/
[v3 – BNF]
Your hatred fuels the fire that always burns inside
Everybody wonders why I'll never turn my mind--|
From the people who always hurtin me, those who misinterpret me
The fact of the matter is I need the people who jerkin me--|
Around--| Cuz they be the ones who keep me in check
Everybody wonders why they always see me a wreck
They see me hit the deck, I must be always watchin my back
And you wonder WHY, I won't stop at the drop of a hat
I'm on top, and it's what caused you to hit the roof
I've got so many enemies I wish I could pick and choose
Who loves me, hates me, everything in between
I try to pray and forgive but it's not enough to be clean
Slay me, save me, at least try and pray for me
Try to walk the path that everybody made to me
I'm fishin for thoughts, fistin my heart shatters
Hit with a dart, sittin and fall backwards
They want me to toe the line under everyones criticism
