Verse 1
from my sigh's to my deep breaths
I wake up every morning just depressed
my unborn's deaths bring on depression
leaving me for the rest of my life just guessin
maybe somtimes just wishin
what if, if we choose somthin diffrent
when my daughter grows up
hope she doesnt look back and say daddy was messed up
your lives were never ment to be given up
we never got to know you, your personality
came from part of me, its like, i killed part of me
what kind of choise is this to make
lookin back seemin so crazy
maybe even insane, to pull the plug on your own baby
I have to say, the things I did yesterday
remake to change me to the way I live today
Chours
To my (other) children Not here
I apoligize for not given you a life
Somtimes I stay awake a night
wit these tears fallin from my eyes
To my (other) children not here
at the time it seemed so right
lookin back visons 20/20 in hin sight
back then not known wrong from right
Vearse 2
anytime I seem to be thinkin about it
i hear your voices in my head askin about it
memorys of me sitting in the waiting room
waiting for your mama to come out, without you
sadden'd by the fact we just killed our baby
are we playin god? just maybe
famlys lookin at me in a diffrent light
as if I have evil in my eyes, I think there right
I didnt how could i kill my own flesh and blood
wit this feelin building up from the bottom of my gut
the moments up to it, couldnt say, are more of a rush
playin god, or just pretending we just dont give a fuck
as lil kids we grow up wanting the famly
seems like everything is disoposble in this soicoty
Even our own Famlys
Vearse 3
maybe just a lil more, think about it just a lil more
im just a killa, mama's feelin so empty
daddy? not anymore, belive me
just feet away is bloody maiden....
This is the closest thing next to saitn
to murder this unborn angel, that the lords gaven
so now the pope is a rapest, of ladies
and mother tearisa is an escort in vagas
whats the diffrence of this and murdering babys
latly id have to say, that I have to hate me
but if I didnt have my daughter, my slaughter
would be a deffenet, this would be my last testament
but now that I have this four year old
i aint given up, im trying to give my daughter the world
and somtimes I cant belive the words of a four year old
Daddy, It will be alright...
