This is a song about losing someone special to you through your own blind ignorance. Its a demo track, the beat is by Unstoppable Entertainment off mp3.com. THe name of the beat is "Diving Intervention".
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Story behind the song
This is a song about losing someone special to you through your own blind ignorance.
Lyrics
I dont know how I ever let this happen...
VERSE 1:
I'm not high/ but I kiss the sky and let go/ and wonder why my eyes/
won't cry tears and flow like rain/ it so cold/
wishin' the pain would grow old/
like an avalanche it just rolls and builds momentum and speed/ indeed/
proceeds to grow wild like weeds/ as my heart bleeds crimson indecisions/
it got me thinking/ my lack of precision/ was the raw price that caused you to walk right/ out of my life/
and not even think twice/ it cuts like a knife/
or jagged blades/ a thousand days/ a million ways/
it still feels the same as that first day that you turned walked away/
its so hard to say/ that maybe I could have changed the way it played out/
coulda made you stay/ with the right words outta my mouth/
but i was too blind by clouds/ too high and proud/ and look at my now/
VERSE 2:
I ain't even gonna try to lie or deny it/
I should tried harder to make it work, I should have tried to fight it/
I cared too much/ but spared too much/ or maybe never said to enough/ so what/
what can I do to change that/ I wish I could turn the clock back and change paths/
it all happened so fast/
one minute you were mine/ and in a blink of an eye your gone/
I've been trying to stay strong/ but I'm not made of stone/
I'm only human/ I had to keep moving even though you were leaving/
choked up.. like u stole the air I was breathing/ my heart stopped beating/
Reaching in shadows at night for your hand with no sucess/ I'm rudley awaked from sleep in cold sweats/
is this death?/
Naw, its a fate in many ways way worse/ trying to live on this earth/
with a faded vision of your face burned in my memory/ neverendingly/
VERSE 3:
So this it it's the final chapter and last page/
no way of going back to past days/ to retract the bad ways I treated you/
realized i pushed you away when I needed you most/ it's like a ghost that haunts me/
the very thought that you don't want me anymore/ is more than I can bear/
therefor it's time to break ties/ it's my good-bye lullabye/
and please understand that I/ never intended to cause the pain that sent you/
I loved you from the first day that I met you/ so good-bye and bless you/
I miss you.. I'll never forgot you/
