This time of up and down
I can't tell what’s real
How did everything go wrong
When it all seemed so right
I try to shed my skin and
Start another day
I end up right back here
I hope you feel this way
You gave me everything
Just like I wanted
(I took for granted)
It's how we came to be
And now I’m sorry
I left you on your own
Its better for you
It’s been a long time now
And I can still relive
Lately I ask myself
Over and over again
How could I be so blind
And let you slip away
I’m right back where I started
I hope you feel this way
You gave me everything
Just like you wanted
I took for granted
It's how we came to be
Alone I’m dying
You left me on my own
And now I’m crying
So stubborn I just sit here
Just like I always did before
But now I’m breathing again
Just like I did before
And now I cannot see your face
Oh god I want out of this place
Just take me now
Another day without your taste
And this is how we came to be
And now I cannot find the way
It's up to me
Just like it always has been
So where are you today
I’ll be just like the way
The way you’ve always wanted
So push me down again
I’ll get back up someday
And leave this pain behind me
And leave this pain behind
And leave this pain behind