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Genre
Charts
Peak #5,317
Peak in subgenre #2,957
Rights
Profound Records
Uploaded
November 28, 2005
Track Files
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MP3 4.0 MB • 128 kbps • 4:23
Lyrics
since i been born my hearts been torn
and since i been born you been there to pluck the thorns
out the roses you knew ya boy you find in his life
help him in his choice in findin a wife
ma you made sure that i got a good slice
makin sure that ya sons enlighted and was wise
on anything from choosing a spouse to a house
and whenever you was there i felt you was proud of this mouse
this coward who'd yell and tell you that your constantly wrong
to the point you'd scream and say you was wantin me gone
its all the truth in my lyrics i aint stopping this song
the drumer boys goin on thrompin that tom
in adolescence i was hard to control
reacting in my heart to that part on patrol
hardened in emotions not letting you in
barred in my fun pokin never leeting you win
but that's cuz everytime i saw your face i lost already
you couldnt tell me what to do i was the boss already
but i was stupid i didnt notice the cost was heavy
the cross was heavy and the box was empty
nothing inside and you couldnt understand so u pushed you away
i said i didnt love you and i pushed you today
im trying to say sorry i know i mess up alot anymore
cuz i love you mommy and i dont wanna stress you anymore
runnin the streets learnign things at an early age
the pac ei was moving in was ahead of your page
and im not trying to say things that seem harmful
but i need to let you know i was left with a mouth and an armful
toxic disgusting repulsive of a lifestlye
obnoxious distrustin and impulsive found hostile
at time i would find that life was'nt worthwhile
wanted to shorten it and make my existance veritile
so i spat that verse while
i thought i could understand my lifes first trails
walkin through the aisles spittin bile into a sickening bile pile
violence ruptured your eardrums saying thats not my child
